More myself today…

[sstewart]

Okay, so after not following any of my rules I just let go yesterday and allowed myself to feel what ever I was feeling in the moment and it felt good but it didn’t take me that far away from what I’ve been thinking… SLOW SLOW SLOW… Today I’m back to weighing all the pros and cons and everything and although I feel great and I don’t feel

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[decharles]

You have two speeds:
1-Super Fucking Fast
2-Not as fast as SFF, but still REALLY FAST.

You went from feeling the moment with the girl to thinking about the girl.

Why are you weighing the pros and cons?

Think about

*** SOMETHING *** *** ELSE ***

for a while!!!!

And that doesn't mean finding other WAYS to THINK about the SAME SUBJECT.

It will do you good! I promise!!

Love ya!!
xoxoxoxox

[sstewart]

That is so hard for me to do. Actually I was out picking up my order from Kinkos and really enjoying the sun and realized I really like my alone time. I am not actually waiting for the next exchange with either girls but rather anxious to mow my lawn and go to Al-anon tonight