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ssthisto

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Jun 25, 2006 20:21

Hotspur moved out this weekend.

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todd_dharken June 25 2006, 23:12:06 UTC

I wish I had something more soothing or substantial to say than I'm sorry things went like this. If there's anything I can do that would be truly helpful, please let me know.

ssthisto June 26 2006, 18:21:50 UTC

I appreciate your being there to talk to, Todd. I wish my hard drive hadn't eaten the last e-mail.

todd_dharken June 26 2006, 18:45:29 UTC

You mean the last e-mail I sent you? If that's it, I'm not sure I can get it back myself, though I could do my best to recreate it if I can't.

ssthisto June 26 2006, 19:11:13 UTC

Yeah, it was that one. Absolutely everything was on the drive that's died.

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mandarax85 June 26 2006, 01:26:56 UTC

Erg... I'm really sorry to hear. Harddrive then this? I second Todd; if there's anything you'd appreciate, perhaps from a US supermarket or something like that, I'd be happy to see what I can do.

ssthisto June 26 2006, 18:22:56 UTC

Much appreciated, Mandarax.

pervdragon June 26 2006, 05:38:08 UTC

Just... wow. Being outside your circle of friends, I haven't seen anything from you/Oni/HS for a long time. I'm sad that things have turned out this way :(

I know it must not mean much from a total stranger, but you have my sympathy. I wish you happier times ahead.

ssthisto June 26 2006, 18:24:03 UTC

I can't express how I feel about how everything's turned out. In part because some parts of me think that life might be easier - if not necessarily happier - in the future, with just Oni and I.

I appreciate the thought.

malytwotails June 26 2006, 06:25:08 UTC

*blink* Damn. o____o

My whole house is speechless.

ssthisto June 26 2006, 18:26:47 UTC

It's hardest because things were the same for five years and two houses - and then changed so fast over the course of just six months.

But I feel like how I feel, what my life is... was, was some sort of elaborate joke, and everyone else saw the punchline coming years ago.

hafoc June 26 2006, 11:11:20 UTC

I don't know what to say either. Except I'm deeply saddened- I feel so sorry for you.

ssthisto June 26 2006, 18:29:13 UTC

I appreciate that you said anything, Havoc.

The people I came to think of as family, Hotspur's family, don't want anything to do with me now. I feel cut off - so far away from my own family - and it is some comfort that the people I think of as extended family, the people who know something of what I really am instead of what they expect me to be, are still there and listening.