working my way back down to the bottom

[ssujica]

I've lost track of how many times I've rolled over for him, let him step on me then blame me for it. I can't think of how to make this stop. How to break the cycle. He goes out, sets a time to be home or not, whatever he feels justified in doing at the time, then, with the exception of a few times, is late. And not just fifteen or twenty

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[innocenteexpres]

i love you so much, dearest. and i realize that only goes so far, but i truly do.

[pettyinsanity]

Jessica,

You may come whenever you want to come. My door is always open to you, whether it's a surprise visit or a planned adventure. Just call, any time, and tell me you're coming, and if I'm not going to be home, I'll leave the door unlocked for you. I love you, and I don't think it's fair for you to to have to deal with this. I'm always here for you, love.

Courtney