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[ssummer_starss]

you know that whole heart skipping a beat thing?
no, not the one that happens when you sneeze..
yeah, that other one.
i want that.

(and damn you for being the one i think of as i type this.)
..at this point i'm wondering if it's at all normal to loathe someone so much, yet wonder if they ever think of you..

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[glowwhite]

nick (cali)?

I dont know what to tell you, but in some odd twisted way i think you are going ot end up with him, unless someone comes along and has somewhat of his personality, but is way more aware of your feelings and sweeps you are your feet then you might be stuck woundering about him.

ok no on a more serious note, i think even if you do find someone, he is always going to be that one person that you think about and are curious how they are doing and if thy do think of you from time to time, and if they do think of you, youare curious what makes them think of you. I have one too, not like yours but along teh same lines.

[ssummer_starss]

sigh.