Feel...ings.

[st0ryab0utagirl]

So, I feel like crap again. Sometimes I really don't like friends.
I also don't like Valentine's day.
I don't like it when my best friend is up for the weekend and didn't even get to see me.
Sometimes I think that it's only the skinny pretty girls that get loved and noticed.
And not me. Even if they are my "friends".
But I guess that's okay.

I don't

Comments

[alwaysfeel]

what on earth are you talking about?

[st0ryab0utagirl]

I'm talking about how I feel unloved sometimes.
How I feel ugly again. How a nameless guy in this nameless band stopped talking to me because I don't like him LIKE THAT--which only says a lot about this guy. I'm talking about how I feel stupid and unmotivated to do anything. About how I think people hate me and how some people don't appreciate me. I hate being used or even feeling or thinking it. I hate how I don't have a personality or how I have to try to be happy when I'm not. I'm sleepy...bye.