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I feel... well i don't know?! I don't feel empty, but I feel almost like I'm a bottle of something that spilled all over the place. I feel like I'm an abstract painting. I feel like I am filled with feelings that don't belong. I'm not sure. I probably make absolutely no sense, but honestly I don't know what else to do. Where do I turn from here? ( Read more... )

What is new?! Nothing nothing. Can't complain. I'm accepted to two colleges.. and a large scholarship awaits me at one college. :) So why am I glum ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I can't imagine being anything or anyone other that what/who I am at this moment. I'm an eighteen year old who wears hearing aids and zones out. When I say, "what?" It is usually because I am focused on listening, not comprehension ( Read more... )

I DON'T WANT TO GO ( Read more... )

Wellllll I must start off describing my summer thus far!!!

June flew by. I basically just worked and spent time with my friends.

July fourth was at the Condo, and Bryne from work joined me. The night was awesome! Minus the drama but who cares right? It's in the past.

The rest of July was work and prepping for college visits and Niagara Falls.

I got ( Read more... )

I'm nauseated because I got over someone, then as soon as I saw said person, I fell all over again.

please stop.

how?

how

HOW!??!!?

fuck.

yes yes I've fallen off the face of ..livejournal. I apologize. I've been doing absolutely nothing. Junior Year Blows. Not at all as enticing as I thought. I'm boyless. girlless for that matter. friendless. I have been on one date. Which failed miserably. I don't really know where to turn. I've decided to volunteer a lot and to apply to old navy. ( Read more... )

OKAY. Wow. Long time. I haven't updated in about two weeks. Well nothing really new! Just been making a lot of friends. There's a lot going on. I've been super busy and I've been doing school work. Listening to a lot of music. Becoming more and more unsure on what it is exactly I want to do when I graduate.

+Do I take a break and travel for a year ( Read more... )

Ben dumped me for a freshman at Brush... hahahahhahahahahaahahah

LOSER.