As I sit on my bed for the last time packing my things into boxes, I can't help but think: This won't end well.

Still...I can't give up. I just can't.

-Jake Leonard

This week has been one of the worst in a long time ( Read more... )

It feels like I was just punched in the heart. University of Washington has denied me admission, on the grounds that they want me to finish my courses of '07-'08, and attend in the fall.

..I couldn't be more depressed right now.

-Jake Leonard

I'm very tired. Sometimes, I wonder if it would just be better if I stayed in Louisiana. Everyone's against me on this. It's almost suffocating, the animosity which people meet me with on this. People stare me down like I'm a piece of retardation. Maybe it is just a fool's dream. Maybe I am just doing this on a whim. But, when it's all over..I can ( Read more... )

As I click the "Book flight" option, only one thought runs through my mind.

Jesus Christ, I am one insane son-of-a-bitch.

Love,
Jake Leonard

I swear. Life is crazy man. I'm not even attempting to adapt to anything. I'm living from wall-plug to wall-plug, tie on, coffee in the other, getting things done.

Daylight savings time <3. For some reason, I love going to bed later/getting up earlier. It's nice ( Read more... )

So, a 16 hour work shift gives you alot of time to think.

My life is really flying off the handle lately. I feel very unstable. I really need to buckle down, but I'm snapping under pressure way to hard.

I miss Kara so much. I want to hold her everyday, but all I get is a fist-full of air. I want to tell her how beautiful she is and caress her cheek, ( Read more... )

Woah. I'm so wasted right now. I'm like sdiortianted to the max. Mellow Mushroom was awesome, but why am I doing this? This isn't me. Who am I, and what do I want? Please stop this mind-fuck and just tell me.

-Jake Leaonrd

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Today has been super eventful. I saw Andy today. <33. We compared out long-distance relationships. Amazing, they are. And then He, Erich, and I went to the MBS fair and saw Jordyn. Bahah, she's so cute. And a great friend ^-^.

I get to see my baby 19-25 <3. I'm so excited. Then UW for next semester :3. On that note, Kara keeps me sane. I crave her ( Read more... )