Feel free to flirt, ladies!
That's not my line actually :p That's the title of the article in a magazine i happened to read in a cafe last night, when i awkwardly grabbed anything near me to fake my indifference when a hot guy stared at me every now and then. I almost felt it was sign from nature encouraging me to go on^^; Just how i ended up in a cafe last night?
Well, after a tiring long-searching of soul :D i decided to take a break. I needed a cup of coffee, french fries and pancake, seriously. So i went to a cafe with my friend, D. When we got there there was a young guy (and when i said 'young guy' that seriously means young) who happened to sit like 5 m from us, facing us. It was like our eyes met and we silently admired each other ;p for a second i forgot his age and my age^^;; It should've ended there, but it wasn't. Occasionally he would looking at me, i think he was searching some sign from me that i got attracted to him too. We could at least exchange some glances and shy smiles. But no~ i stupidly acted like i was a nun!^&%$#@ I didn't do anything! T_T
You can't blame me though. I'm living too fucking long in this dark cave of mine, away from civilization and the fun of youth, thanks to my endless sickness >.< I should've celebrated that moment. Light some fireworks and blow some trumpets or something. Setidaknya aku masih laku di pasar bebas, hahaha. I live in celibate life for too damn long, now i'm like a caveman who just popped up in a big city. And a guy is a guy, no matter how long i've became a nun :pp and i'm just a girl woman :p It's a matter of pheromone and hormone that was going crazy after living too painfully long in celibate life XD. So i ignored him (loh??hehe), while my heart jumped happily :p Well, it's not like i didn't want him sebenernya pikiranku langsung ngeresXD but he was oh so young! He really was a kid^^;; For woman at my age, a kid and brat are not within my range unless i'm a tante girang, hehe :D
I think we have 30 years age difference,lol. That made me think 'how come he not know?' I was like his aunty or something. I came with my friend D, who is a fresh college student while i'm a fresh graduate -- a fresh-late graduate to be exact :p. And that guy, or should i say boy?, was like he was in the third year of high school! For God's sake, he looked like he was still 18!! -_-" if i flirt with him his mom would sue me as a pedophile^^;; Or maybe her son suffers from mother complex, bwahaha! On topof that, he came with his girl friends who as young as he was. The thought of stealing him from his friends made me shivered, you know how mean girls at that age to another girl, hahaha. And i'm an adult, which make thing worst, hahaha. They'd call me tante girang for sure and would pulling out my hair, LOL
So, heart-brokenly i ignored the temptation and started to open a magazine and read the article randomly. As if it was a conspiracy, the nature gave me green light, the first article i jumped on to was "Feel free to flirt, ladies!" and it was full of tricks and tips how to flirt with a guy that you meet in a cinema or a cafe. Yeah right, cafe*roll eyes*. There i was in a cafe trying to feign my ignorance from a guy who looked like somebody in a Korean boyband, who occasionally stared at me, and i chose to read a magazine as my escape and it told me to flirt with a guy i meet in a cafe?? how much coincidence you can say coincidence?
But i read the article anyway, hahhah!lol. Although before that i muttered, "don't teach a thief how to steal!", lol. But sadly, my skill had disappeared. I'm in my late twenties -that makes me old^^;; and i live too long in a dark world -that makes me sad. So i was an old sad woman last night, and still single, lol. I don't do flirt again. It was in my youth. And becoz i was simply nervous i didn't know what to do besides staying calm. When you are at my age, experiences and maturity (:p) will make you stay calm when it's the best time to be panic. It comes with the age, i guess. Or maybe because i was really aware the guy who flirted with me was a young boy, i could handle it. Had it been Hyde a man...things could be different. Because if he was a man, a man is a bit hard to ignore. They can't accept that easily it's a sign that we're not into them. Maybe their ego grows with their body or something. More over when they know we actually into them. Oh yes, they will know that. So they won't easily give up. If he was a man he would know that i was just pretending and he would came to me instead of shyly quietly kept staring at me from afar. At least that's what i knew from my experience. Oh and, if a man really like you, no matter how expensive your price is, he'll buy you. I'm not saying about prostitution, LOL. I'm talking in metaphor, Einstein :)
So, the quiet flirtation last night ended just like that T_T I think i'll just try my luck in another time :) if somebody successfully drag me out of my nest and if i still have cupid beside me, hehe :p And this is the tip from that flirtation article i read last night:
"It is ok to do something tricky, as long as it doesn't make you look bitchy. Happy flirting!" ^_^
Well, after a tiring long-searching of soul :D i decided to take a break. I needed a cup of coffee, french fries and pancake, seriously. So i went to a cafe with my friend, D. When we got there there was a young guy (and when i said 'young guy' that seriously means young) who happened to sit like 5 m from us, facing us. It was like our eyes met and we silently admired each other ;p for a second i forgot his age and my age^^;; It should've ended there, but it wasn't. Occasionally he would looking at me, i think he was searching some sign from me that i got attracted to him too. We could at least exchange some glances and shy smiles. But no~ i stupidly acted like i was a nun!^&%$#@ I didn't do anything! T_T
You can't blame me though. I'm living too fucking long in this dark cave of mine, away from civilization and the fun of youth, thanks to my endless sickness >.< I should've celebrated that moment. Light some fireworks and blow some trumpets or something. Setidaknya aku masih laku di pasar bebas, hahaha. I live in celibate life for too damn long, now i'm like a caveman who just popped up in a big city. And a guy is a guy, no matter how long i've became a nun :pp and i'm just a girl woman :p It's a matter of pheromone and hormone that was going crazy after living too painfully long in celibate life XD. So i ignored him (loh??hehe), while my heart jumped happily :p Well, it's not like i didn't want him sebenernya pikiranku langsung ngeresXD but he was oh so young! He really was a kid^^;; For woman at my age, a kid and brat are not within my range unless i'm a tante girang, hehe :D
I think we have 30 years age difference,lol. That made me think 'how come he not know?' I was like his aunty or something. I came with my friend D, who is a fresh college student while i'm a fresh graduate -- a fresh-late graduate to be exact :p. And that guy, or should i say boy?, was like he was in the third year of high school! For God's sake, he looked like he was still 18!! -_-" if i flirt with him his mom would sue me as a pedophile^^;; Or maybe her son suffers from mother complex, bwahaha! On topof that, he came with his girl friends who as young as he was. The thought of stealing him from his friends made me shivered, you know how mean girls at that age to another girl, hahaha. And i'm an adult, which make thing worst, hahaha. They'd call me tante girang for sure and would pulling out my hair, LOL
So, heart-brokenly i ignored the temptation and started to open a magazine and read the article randomly. As if it was a conspiracy, the nature gave me green light, the first article i jumped on to was "Feel free to flirt, ladies!" and it was full of tricks and tips how to flirt with a guy that you meet in a cinema or a cafe. Yeah right, cafe*roll eyes*. There i was in a cafe trying to feign my ignorance from a guy who looked like somebody in a Korean boyband, who occasionally stared at me, and i chose to read a magazine as my escape and it told me to flirt with a guy i meet in a cafe?? how much coincidence you can say coincidence?
But i read the article anyway, hahhah!lol. Although before that i muttered, "don't teach a thief how to steal!", lol. But sadly, my skill had disappeared. I'm in my late twenties -that makes me old^^;; and i live too long in a dark world -that makes me sad. So i was an old sad woman last night, and still single, lol. I don't do flirt again. It was in my youth. And becoz i was simply nervous i didn't know what to do besides staying calm. When you are at my age, experiences and maturity (:p) will make you stay calm when it's the best time to be panic. It comes with the age, i guess. Or maybe because i was really aware the guy who flirted with me was a young boy, i could handle it. Had it been Hyde a man...things could be different. Because if he was a man, a man is a bit hard to ignore. They can't accept that easily it's a sign that we're not into them. Maybe their ego grows with their body or something. More over when they know we actually into them. Oh yes, they will know that. So they won't easily give up. If he was a man he would know that i was just pretending and he would came to me instead of shyly quietly kept staring at me from afar. At least that's what i knew from my experience. Oh and, if a man really like you, no matter how expensive your price is, he'll buy you. I'm not saying about prostitution, LOL. I'm talking in metaphor, Einstein :)
So, the quiet flirtation last night ended just like that T_T I think i'll just try my luck in another time :) if somebody successfully drag me out of my nest and if i still have cupid beside me, hehe :p And this is the tip from that flirtation article i read last night:
"It is ok to do something tricky, as long as it doesn't make you look bitchy. Happy flirting!" ^_^