Yesterday morning I suddenly realized that I have been angry for weeks. I just can't remember why. Did I even have a reason? Every week I think: "soon it's weekend. I'll rest. It'll make it all better." But It doesn't. On Monday I wake up and feel more angry and depressed than I did the week before. It's not good to be angry if you don't know why. ( Read more... )

I should write a script. I should write several actually.I have one idea I could do right now, and another that would like to start working on, but it would be a longer process, that I would include watching dozens of old finnish countryside-romance-drama movies and re-writing, writing and re-writing. It's not about the time. It rarely is with me. ( Read more... )

This week: my the first crazy customer. Not dangerous-crazy, but still, pretty nuts. It's this girl, I've seen her before. I remember because she speaks really  fast and seems very nervous all the time. Anyway, she came to the reading room when I was dong the evening shift on monday and asked where she could leave some feedback about "how things ( Read more... )

A good weekend. Niina and Ville were at Tampere (Ville's friend had a birthday party) and we managed to see them on Saturday. Before that we were at Titta's place with Sonja, Katru and Saara. There was lots of wine there too and everyone was pretty drunk when we finally left to town. well, town isn't the right word really since we only went ( Read more... )

Didn't get in to that culture workshop, which obviously sucks, but what can you do...

Well, more better news: yesterday I realized that there's some Kenneth Anger's films in YouTube (or at least parts of them). I watched Rabbit's moon (the 1979 version). It must have the most wonderful, captivating soundtrack in the world. It's juts one song ( Read more... )

The thesis' (or declarations or what ever you like to call them) of Hell's Satans Bicycle Club this far:
(For those who haven't heard about this infamous club yet: it's a bicycle club founded here in Tampere -Dark City, in the year of our Lord Cthulhu 2006)

1. Women out of universities. 
Only white, heterosexual, christian men, who have served in the ( Read more... )

A fun weekend. Saila and Salla came over, we had some wine and whiskey and went out. Nothing special, but really good time. It was so nice to see Saila again. Made me realize how much I miss all my opisto friends. We really should organize some sort of get-together.

We were supposed to go to Hellsinki this weekend (Laura's friend is having a house ( Read more... )

Had the interview to that culture workshop this morning. It went ok, I think. I hope. I'll know next friday.
Oh, and on next week I should get The L-word second season DVD box, on monday, I hope. It turned out that I just can't live in a world where I haven't seen the second season when the third is already running.

In other news: Saila aka
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Walking to work this morning I saw a man lying down in the middle of the sidewalk. Put his hand under his head and went to sleep. You would think that Hatanpään valtatie isn't the best place to take nap, but I guess he thought otherwise. I would have wanted to stay and see if anyone stopped to see was there anything wrong with him. No one probably ( Read more... )

Christmas, what did I do on christmas...nothing. Watched movies and drunk wine with my sister-seal, got some nice presents. Laura gave me a t-shirt (with the text "some bear over the rainbow) and bear underpants (black boxer-shorts with red bear paws on them. selbst gemacht, very cool) and Dirk Bogarde's biography by John Coldstream ( Read more... )