My drug got approved. tomorrow morning at 1030 i learn how to jab myself with a shot in my thigh... hopefully in 3 weeks i will be pain free... atleast i hope i will be painfree since this drug is costing me $1,500 a month.

i couldn't concentrate in History of motion picture today because the guy infront of me was wearing the same cologne that Josh wears. It was all i could do was think of him! AHHHHH its been too long already!

This week has been an emotion first week of school ( Read more... )

READ THE FRONT PAGE OF THE OREGONIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So the good definently outweighs the bad today ( Read more... )

Last thursday I was offically Diagnosed with Psoriatic Arthritis ( Read more... )

I ran away.

Things got to hard for me today. So i left town. I drove home.
I ran away from all the problems that I am having down there.
this is the first time i've ran from my problems. driving. was amazing
soothing.

i'm home trying to figure out why i feel like no one will listen to me.

So i found out last night that i got a 24 out of 100 on my astro final, you have to get 30 on every exam to PASS the class. I'm taking the class Pass/ No Pass, and so this means i'm not passing the class. I was really upset about it last night because i didn't study for it because i felt like such shit the day before collapsing and all ( Read more... )

I collapsed in the shower yesterday. I've jumped down on my medication so fast and now it's catching up with me ( Read more... )

my heart hurts for reasons i don't know why.