Bored... Angry... Depressed.... Yes, I am all 3 right now.

Went to Cade's grandma's the other day. Got into it real bad and I'm still upset. Remember he's the one that wanted to kick me in the stomach, wanted me to have an abortion, wanted me dead, and claimed this isn't his child.... Now he's saying he wants it to have his last name, and if it's a ( Read more... )

OMG it feels so weird to have a bay kickin your tummy!!! I really felt it a second ago.

... just had to make that comment. Proceed with your normal activities now.

Today was ok I guess.... nothing exciting happened. Woke up early and I've felt horrible all day. I kept trying to sneak into my room, lock the door, and leave the TV on so my mom wouldn't know I was asleep... but she always found a way to keep me awake. She's got some kind of test tomorrow for a surgery so I've gotta get up and watch Jo-Jo, which ( Read more... )

Ugh... just got home. 3 Doors Down and Lynyrd Skynyrd were fucking awesome!!! I had so much fun. At one point, there were about 5 people around me smoking weed... lol. And some random guy ran up to us asking if we had any LSD or shrooms ( Read more... )

As soon as you stepped through my door,
I saw You for the first time all over again.
And time well spent seems
Lonelier than the way it used to go.

As I smell you for the first time all over again
I'll begin to remember to be alive
So if you don't mind
I think I'll wear my heart on my sleeve,
'Cause I'm tired of not being able to bleed.

All of us are ( Read more... )

Ugh I'm bored.... There's a limited amount of time you can RP with idiots before you either get bored or wanna start slitting throats... Seriously, some people just need to give it up cause they ruin the fun for everyone else ( Read more... )

Do you hear the jet plane yawning miles across the sky?
Do you hear the garbage truck back down the boulevard, 
Setting off the car alarms as it passes by?
Do you hear the static of one thousand detuned radios? 
Shut the window, love. Keep the world outside. 
I don't want to think about anyone but the footsteps are getting louder,
Drowning out the ( Read more... )

Nothing too much going on today.... Didn't feel too great so I stayed home... I'm kinda sad though because Cade's uncle Danny left for Florida today and I  didn't get to say goodbye... Hopefully he comes back soon. I talked to Tricia today and she's trying to get me to come live with her in Dayton... It sounds good, I just don't wanna be her ( Read more... )

Everyone go download Trillian right now.... It's a program that combines AIM, ICQ, MSN, and Yahoo... I love it it's awesome.

Anyway... gotta go to bed... gotta get up early and watch Joe while mom goes to the dentist.

Oh yeah... isn't my new userpic awesomely disturbing??? hehehe

Ok... This might be a long one so, brace yourself ( Read more... )