I love "Little Nicky".....

Quote of the month: "Ya wanna blizzle wif my flip-flop?.... I'll be back fo my flip-flop!" ... Cade's been saying that all weekend, I love it.

So things are going really really great with me and Cade... I've been at his house since Friday, I only came back because I think I have to housesit for Marilynn and Mike while ( Read more... )

...He called. I cried. He apologized. I cried some more. He almost cried. He told me he cared about me a lot..... I'm going back tomorrow. I'm a dumb bitch, and I deserve everything coming to me, I know. I just can't help it. No one sees him like I do. I know he's an asshat, I know he's an alcoholic, I know he beats women, I know he'll never love ( Read more... )

( personality quiz... it knows me... )

::Sighs:: I don't know what's wrong with me. What did I do to end up like this? Letting people mistreat the fuck outta me, and manipulating my mind to make me think it's my fault.... I try to be nice, I've put up with a lot of shit for a long time and I need to stop letting people control me and manipulate me...

So it started early today when ( Read more... )

This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
I'll tear us ( Read more... )

You ever get that feeling where youre nervous, anxious, and excited all at once?? I've had that feeling constantly for the past few days. It feels good to be wanted... I left from Cade's the day before yesterday, and he called me last night asking why I hadn't called him yet... he actually got pissed cause I didn't call him. I saw him today; me, ( Read more... )

5 Details about me ( Read more... )

Broken this fragile thing now ( Read more... )

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I love Hawthorne Heights. mmhmm. yes I do ( Read more... )