sometimes I feel that mine is a worthless existance. it is a lonely life I lead. people befriend me until they get where they're going, then i'm just a stepping stone. i stay loyal and true, but others they forget me... i'm just some extra baggage which-- if you're nice-- you carry with you... perhaps its a self fufilling profecy... perhaps i'm ( Read more... )

So me and JennyK went to Kenny freakin Chesney tongih! On our way in we stopped where you can look over the busses and trucks of the stars... all the sudden a window opened on one of the busses and some guy looked at us, stuck his hand out and waved... we both stood there dumfounded thinking it wasn't Kenny... nobody thought itwas him... but... it ( Read more... )

Goodbye sophomore year of college. I bid you farewell. It's been fun.

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yoinked from Emily... if you yoink this from me-- at least fill it out for me! :)

I'm in the math center-- I got here at 9:30 this morning... I have left this building 3 times... once to eat lunch (1/2 hour), again to go to the bathroom in boebel (i didn't feel like going upstairs), and once more to eat dinner (1/2 hour)... in total, my total minutes spent talking on my phone and being online add up to about 40... otehrwise i've ( Read more... )

After all that about not liking James anymore... I still do. I definatley have lots of leftover feelings for him. Now we are going into summer... its clearly best not to try to start something now... but am I going to worry over break? I'm going to have to let that go-- at least untul september. Ugh.

Love life-- every second of it. Who knows how long we'll be here for. There is no sense in worrying about the little things too much when all you've got to do is be happy. None of us can fix all the worlds problems, but together we can make it a better place. Don't try to change people either... its not worth it; if they are different, so what ( Read more... )

...in the midst of 7th Heaven ... one last time...

In the next two weeks I have 8 exams. :(

...I'll just have to kick their ass...

I have four exams next week

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Then after that its finals week-- 4 exams... again