i am so very awake right now. my cat has decided that tonite he rather sleep alone. i got bored with cosby's waiting for three's company so i came online and changed the look of my journal a bit. i like it. i got caught up and now i have missed the 1st episode of my most favorite roommates. i made have revised my xmas list and will post it tomorrow ( Read more... )

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its getting colder by the hour and my little fragile bod can hardly take it. its snowing and sleeting out now. i went to class. helped kyle move out (sadness) then studied french with ali and we napped together. now its just me, all by myself.. i'm watching rich girls wishing i had the funds to shop like that. grrrr. life is unfair. i go home ( Read more... )

its cold as fuck these days. i slept well last night, althought a little chilly... in need of a good boy to hold me close to suspect. anyone wanna take me up on that offer? no? ah ok. i went to all my classes. found out that i am rocking the shit out of my english class and as soon as my professor read the first paragraph of my essay she took my ( Read more... )

my day was good. a very nice reprieve. went to class. took a nap with ali. did some work. studied with kyle. then went on a cleaning binge which is the best binge that i could go on at the moment. now im squeaky clean and about to get a good nights sleep. which is much needed after last night. i spent the night out with a certain sassy boy. we ( Read more... )

i woke up. came to richmond. went to class. im just going through the motions. not really feeling. i saw my dearest Ali which was rad, i almost cried i missed her so much over break! i still miss him, his kiss, his hands on mine. i woke up and he wasn't there. i realized it was all just a dream. reality hurts. but as jewel says " its good to suffer ( Read more... )

i stayed in bed all day watching tv and being sick and heartbroken. i do it to myself thou. kasey came over for a bit before she had to go back to school. we were almost crying because we both don't want to go back and go to class. she's my fucking savior! its only like a week and 1/2 that i have to get thru until we are on break and together and ( Read more... )

just 14 days and nights and i will see him again. today was just awful- full of tears and illness and being lonely and unable to sleep. i am still sick, actaully i got this virus again and its so much worse this time. i wanted to die a few hours ago with my head in the toilet crying on the bathroom floor. i don't want to go back to school. i'll be ( Read more... )

so last night my family left and i rushed right out da door and on to kasey's. after much confusion, we planned it that we would go see todd play in seperate cars then she would bounce at like 11ish and go back to her house cuz mad people were coming over to partay for the night. so it turned out that todd was playing 3 hours! which was rather ( Read more... )