and im afraid that i haven't been myself. i mean i have been the only one that i know how to be, which is.. me.. but i am feeling off. strangely askew... mixed up of sorts ( Read more... )

feeling everything at once, its all too much. the thoughts conjured up are that of perplexity and wonder. that is what i am drowing in. this could all be the ruin of me. and it would all be your fault. for not noticing me when i was at my weakest. and for that i will always hate you. I'll hate you for not pulling me out when the current got too ( Read more... )

i made something out of construction paper, had the aspiration to be an artist, read some incubus lyrics online, wondered what it'd be like to write like that, looked at next semesters schedule, said fuck it cause einstein failed every class he took, then thought, kristen... you aren't an einstein, smoked a cig and thought, even if i was an ( Read more... )

tomorrow will bring very good things.. and will feel the greatest release if i can just get this work done.. i have no self discipline.. aahh! atleast i know what direction i am going in with this damn cultural text.. and actaully i feel inspired at the moment.. so maybe i will work on it.. i will do stellar on my mass comm exam for sure. i studied ( Read more... )

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last night scottie too hottie and i were in the middle of a common convo and suddenly i ask why he's not my boyfriend... then he asks why im not his girlfriend. we could not come up with any good reasons ( Read more... )

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i am enjoying my safety net that is home at the moment. home as in home that was home 4 years ago and since i moved back feels more safe than ever before. i love being here now. esp since i stayed away last weekend. i needed to get away this weekend thou. thats the type of realtionship that the city of Richmond and i have. last night was insane. ( Read more... )

its raining like a mofo outside. im listening to sarah and its working well with the mood and aura of the day. i am soo very happy. its thursday. my friday. 311 is here and im about to go meet me boys after my finial vcu 101 class. im going to sit by the scene boy and we're going to talk this time. for real. then its back to grc to get pretty for ( Read more... )