i read his letter to me. it sounded like we were distant friends. maybe even passing strangers. certaintly not intense lovers or even smitten flirts. instantly my heart sunk to my the pit of my stomach. i wanted to scream but i knew it wouldn't bring him back to me. his indepence wins and im all alone again ( Read more... )

is it possible to really fall in love with someone you haven't even met yet?

after tonite im beginning to think its the most true and real experience ever.

and now i know what it means to be alive/ to feel/ to not hold back.

i think we're on the something big here.

althought i think that a lot.

I ♥ him when i want to hate him

im not being very productive and i like it. k has gone off to school and took marty with her. i think im going to decline on my visit there for this week. honestly, i need some time alone before i go back to rva chaos ( Read more... )

audrey hepburn was beautiful

i want to be beautiful.

im spending the day shopping at tysons. im so fucking excited. steve madden and sephora. i will surely have died and gone to heaven...

that is all.

i just got in from another eventful day.. as always these days. i went to nova to visit kitten. we saw big fish and i got to meet the infamous big/gay/dan. we had dinner at panera bread (delish) and then i peaced. that took all day and i got into town and over at daniel's at about 8:30. we partied like its 1999 as always before i decided that i ( Read more... )

ah, today, today ( Read more... )

alright kids ( Read more... )

i write as if i have a purpose, but im not fooling anyone, not even myself. i can't pin point exactly how it happened or even why which is tragic in its own sense but i managed to get kicked out of my house today. my mom told me that i am a slut who has no love for myself and is looking for that love within others, maybe she's right. she told me ( Read more... )

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