today was quality. i watched bowling for columbine. caught up on my sleep. got the lucy cd. did about a lot of nothing and loved every moment of it. kasey is on the dl cuz she's gettin her tonsils out tomorrow. friday i leave for pa til sunday so by the time i get back she'll be ready to party again. its so crazy. we were flippin today cuz its been ( Read more... )

last few days = whirlwind= all good= tiny, tiny bit of bad mixed in. c'est la vie. I've been living at K's house returning home only to sleep and shower and then go back. now im home for the first night in a loong time. i went by myself to see todd play with Lucy Woodward tonite in Dc. it was fucking quality. that girl is on fire! she's my new ( Read more... )

today was good. i went to rva with my mom- i drove. we sold back my books. $50 from $500. what a damn scam! none of my books were in for next semester so i gotta get them reserved online. traffic was awful-worse than usual cuz it was graduation and a saturday to boot. so i was stressed out. we ate in vito's. it was very delish! then it was off to ( Read more... )

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i went to bed last night about 1ish.. 2ish i heard my cellular device ringing across the room and i have every intention to get up and answer it but i could not make my body move in conjunction with my desire. my mom just got me up to get ready to go to rva for the day and i glance at the cell and see 3 missed calls. then it all comes back to me. i ( Read more... )

i had to get up at 7:30 this am and i was freezing my ass off and half dead so it was most unplesant. i went to the health department with my ma to get a flu shot. it opened at 8. we got there at 8:08 and fuck! there were 20 million peeps up in that junx already! i was pissed cuz i was meeting ali at my house about 9:30ish to go to DC and shop. soo ( Read more... )

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Then I came home unrecognizable
My mother said, "What happened you used to be beautiful"
I dyed my hair and I got tattooed
And I let my body be recklessly used.
Will I surrender and learn to fight
Like camouflage through the dark and the light
From the bottom of my dreams comes the sound
I wear my music like a broken crown.


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so much whirling thru my head and no logic for me to make sense of it. went to the rents business party/dinner with scott in tow tonite. good food. some good laughs. i like the boy so much. i just am too much a nut case to know what is good for me. im finished with exams. that was a tragedy in itself. being the idiot that i am i stayed the night at ( Read more... )

the thing about me is im really a fucked up person. i do a lot in matters of the opposite sex that end with me only hurting myself and being left with bruises of guilt/shame/pain. i am looking for something in all the wrong places. im going to stop looking. its over. its over. it is.

ox