i apologize for my absence... i moved out of my house 2 weeks ago and dont have a computer yet. hopefully i will be set soon. when i have more time, i will update with more details.

i got an apartment... my move in date is May 29th. Its on Alexander street. Im very excited to move in. living at home makes it 10 times harder on me. i am home alone usually and i sit here waiting for my sister or mother to come home so i can have some companionship or interaction. and when nobody comes home or has other plans it makes me feel so ( Read more... )

after reading your last 5 posts, im starting to feel like im back to where i was before. you are just so appreciateive of everyone else that helped you out and that only certain people understand you. but you know for a fact that i would do anything for you, and that i do understand you. but you seem to have forgotten me this time as quickly as you ( Read more... )

a year ago in march my family and i had to put my childhood dog Shadow to sleep.

late last night at the emergency after hours animal hospital, we had to put my 5 year old pug Gizmo to sleep.

i feel nothing but heartache. constantly.

the house just doesnt feel the same when i enter.

No, I havent forgotten about Live Journal. For the past few days I have been looking at all of my old entries from the begining of my account. Its really kinda of strange to go back 5 years ago and see how different my life is in some areas. But a lot of things are the same. I almost have been avoiding to update. After reading all of my old entires ( Read more... )

Things have slowed down quite a bit in my life. Im back to working 2 jobs and having a little bit more time for myself. Ive been going to the amerks games latley with my friends on fridays. It seems like every week its more fun and exciting than the week before. I love hockey i just cant help but get into the game. Big shock... im sick again. im ( Read more... )

A - AGE: 20 ( Read more... )

I am working 3 jobs now to keep my head above water these days... thats why i dont get the chance to post ever. I dont really have anything important to say, other than YAY cause my sister is getting married ( Read more... )

okay so i was supposed to work 3-12 yesterday at gap... well one of the girls that was supposed to come in never showed up for her shift, leaving me all alone in the body section for like 3 hours, my break was at 7 and i didnt get to go on it til 9, after the mall closed at 11, we have to stay and straighten the store til 12. i didnt leave there ( Read more... )

So my current excuse for not posting in forever is because im working 2 jobs now... the spa and at gap... which during the holiday season is equaling out to 60 hours of work a week. i am completely exhausted and i only have sundays off. Working 2 jobs isnt even making things easier financially (go figure). Almost done with my christmas shopping, ( Read more... )