confusion is setting in again.

so it's been a rough couple of days.
i hate it.
i'm just annoyed i guess you could say.
just when i think things start looking up,
they go back downhill.
i don't understand why
this always happens to me..

i'm tired of being "a great friend"
"a little sister"
or an "awesome girl"
stop being a pussy
and come out and tell me
you don't like me.
i'm tired of that ( Read more... )

havent had time to post anything.
working almost non-stop.
38 hours.. and that's only because
RJ wont let me have any more
because he doesnt want me going into overtime.
oh well..
there's always next week.

good news:
i might be moving in with Rikki Lee.
=)

i just want everyone to know......

that i love Rikki Lee!!!!

haha..

people need to figure out
what they want in life.
because until they do,
i'm completely confused.

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i found out that
one of my good friends has a girlfriend.
i'm not sure how to react to it either.
i'm SOO happy for him.
we liked each other.
but neither one of us did a thing about it.
plus we coudn't really be together.
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huh?

i heard this song the other day at work
&& fell inlove with it.
it just fits with everything.
just thought i'd share it with yall too.

Girl--Dsetiny's Child
Take A Minute Girl Come Sit Down ( Read more... )

my stomach hurts
&& my throat hurts.
i don't like this....

RJ is an asshole.
but i know nobody wants
to hear about him

so on a lighter note...

i went to the fair with Torterick tonight.
and had a great time.

the end.

you say you love me.
yet you miss my most important day.
may not be important to you or other people.
but it is to me.
you go to graduation.
yet don't feel well enough the night before
to make it for me.
you go out and get drunk
yet can't take time to come see me.

but as of right now..
i'm going to the airport
to go see my best friend off.
maybe that'll ( Read more... )