how can you be happy and sad
all at the same time?

i'm so confused.

oh yeah,
&& Trent's mad at me
because i ignored his phone call.
how wierd huh?
considering he used to ALWAYS ignore mine.
isn't is great?

i had the worst dream last night.
i never remember my dreams.
so why did i remember this one so clearly?
hmmm...

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yeah i'm beyond exhausted. u have no idea. i was supposed to get off at like 8:15 and didn't clock out until around 10:15. it's whatever though. i got more hours. =)

anyway i think i'm going to sleep. i'm tired. goodnight.

oh by the way....

me && byron are wierd. ha.

wow. it's been a while since i wrote in here. i just have so much crap going on it's ridiculous. nothing makes sense anymore.

school's a pain in the ass. i hate it there. i probably have another 40 something F in algebra.. i'm so tired of that man. we get report cards next week sometime.. joy joy..

i'm ready to graduate. you have no idea!

the other ( Read more... )

so Trent is being an asshole.
what else is new?
why do i care?
i have NOOOO idea!!
i know i shouldn't but it still bugs me.
he has a lot going on and like always,
he's blowing me off instead of talking to me about it.
it's complete bullshit.
My friend Bubba got mad at me
cause he found out i was at Trent's house.
i wonder why..
nobody likes the fact that i ( Read more... )

i just wanted to say sorry to Byron, Ginny, Ashley, Kailyn, Cato, Lola, and everyone who was working last nights shift.

today's car ride home was pretty exciting **COUGH COUGH**

she makes me sick. i'm sorry for putting that on yall shoulders. i should have known she can't control her alcohol. it's whatever. i hope she doesn't plan on coming anywhere ( Read more... )

why does he do this?

i'm confused.

i'm kind of mad at my best friend. he did something stupid last night. went out, got drunk, plus some other stuff. it wasn't really a big deal. but i made it into one and i don't know why. it's not like i have to worry about him. he's a big boy. he's 19. lives his own life.. i just know it's not him but why am i letting something like this bother ( Read more... )

so i worked last night from 5-8:15. got home, and Cy called me into work and asked me to go help them. so i went pick up Melina and we went into work. worked until about 3:30. then i came home. one of my friends came over and we ened up watching Troy until we fell asleep.

i went to Barney's this afternoon and shot an M-16!! haha. that gun was ( Read more... )

so i have a prom date.
i'm taking my friend Cameron.
&& we're gonna have a great time.
can't wait!
yay!

it hurts being in this situation.
but there's really nothing i can do about it.

i talked to him tonight.
that was fun.
we laughed, and joked.
i miss that.
we've been doing that a lot lately.
looks like i might just have
my best friend back.
=)

tomorrow is the ( Read more... )