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[staceyinastoria]

You really do not know how much people care until you struggle.  I have seen people I thought cared for me…disappear, and been surprised by others that have shown they care more than I thought.  It is hard to figure out, and I have to be honest and admit that since I keep people at arms length most of the time, I should not be too shocked by the

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[rbachfan1]

your first paragraph could have been written by me...I know EXACTLY how you feel - and ya know what? We are both gonna be okay :)I am just starting to expand my horizons beyond the self-inflicted shell of a life I have been living for years. Baby steps.

[moonshadow]

Mmm. I was a little surprised when I invited you to meet me for a drink when I was in NJ and you said no. I would have been happy for the chance to deepen the friendship. Maybe sometime you'll be in Boston?

[staceyinastoria]

I am sorry for that. It isn't that i did not want to meet you, I just had no way to make it at that time. I am always trying to make new friends and I apologize if it felt like I was blowing you off.

I know I'm just a bunch of pixels..

[science_cyrano]

Hey,

I don't have a good relationship with my family either. And I'm another not-perfect person--what are the chances, eh?

I know this is none of my business--but since I am just a bunch pixels..have you been screened for depression?

(I like to read Meditations when I'm feeling stressed and cowardly. Which is more often then I'd like.)

Re: I know I'm just a bunch of pixels..

[staceyinastoria]

I appreciate the thought, but I am not depressed at all. I just realize that I have to have better relationships with people and everything starts with my relationship with family. It all goes back to that...probably with a lot of people.