Can I ask you something, besides this?
What is so scary about commitment?

I need to get a job soon because I am getting an apartment ( Read more... )

Even though things are shitty, for some reason today I am extremely happy.
I love my family.
And I love reacquainting myself with old friends.
Thanks.

edit:
Jay Jay is still alive and kickin'! But he has a bald ass. I'll post a picture soon.

I officialy give up.
I can't make everyone happy all the time.
People need to realize that I'm human, just like everyone else.

I feel unwanted.
Don't expect to see me around any time soon.
I'm gone.

It sucks because I miss his scent and I don't want to.
My birthday weekend finally is over and I am not going to lie, I feel better.

I am so lazy.

I wish we never had that conversation.

Oh yeah, happy mother fucking birthday to me.

ps. This weekend was awesome. Had a few downers, but that's my luck for you.

If all goes according to planned, then this weekend should be the best by far this school year.
I am so excited.

5 more days.

I spent tonight solely on this computer.
What a life lead.

Fuck.
I hate livejournal.
& anatomy
& boys
& school
& not having $$
& not having friends

ps. My birthday is a week from monday. I'll finally be 19. Woohoo, what an impressive age :sarcasm:
pss. Please make my birthday a good day for once.

What should I be for Halloween?
Suggestions....