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Karl

Dec 13, 2006 01:59

I got very confused by an out of the blue phone call from my ex late saturday ngith. I didn't even know who it was on the phone at first, as i didn't recognise his voice, which should give you some idea of how long it has been since the last time we spoke. I asked why he called, but i true Karl fashion, he managed to get me off the topic whithout ( Read more... )

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imageit December 13 2006, 02:24:47 UTC

F**K :'(

Tonight, after getting back with my boyfriend last week, we broke up tonight.

It's all his fault this time and he's still playing the victim.

This song hurt me whilst I read it :(

I am so in love with him but he's going to move on and he's said some hurtful things. But I know that come the end of the week or next week, he's going to e-mail me. I told him he didn't have the balls to say he wouldn't and he couldn't, because even he knows he will e-mail me and mess with my head again and tell me things I can no longer believe.

MEN.

Worst is, I'll take him back in an instant most probably, after making sure to set him straight on some things.

Ugh. I am going to cry myself to sleep now. Don't take this as anything more than a sarcastic joke but 'Thank you very much! Grrr! Thanks a lot for writing this post. Grrr at you!' ha ha. Sorry, I hope he can have the balls and be honest with you.

Don't listen to sad songs okay?

Ouch!! stacias December 13 2006, 02:33:00 UTC

Sorry if i upset you, it was not my intention at all, as I'm sure you know.

Men!!! They just suck.....well, you know what i mean. No one can steal your heart in quite the same way, and screw with you head at the same time. I have never loved someone so much and hated them so much at the same time, adn i didn't think it was possible. But like you, I'd forgive and forget and go through it all over again if he gave me the chance. It just hurts...a lot.

Re: Ouch!! imageit December 13 2006, 03:09:03 UTC

I used to think that he'd hurt me so that I'd never want to be in love any time soon and therefore ensure I wouldn't meet anyone new, but the trouble is, the way he hurts me "I'm moving on by meeting someone this Friday at the bar" is serious, he does want to move on and doesn't want me, but gets bored, lonely and stuff and therefore has to start it all over again. His mind and heart are two very different things and never are they on the same wavelength now.

When you think he's speaking from his heart, he's saying things he thinks you want to hear and when he's saying things in the off the cuff manner, he's speaking from the hear. Eg: Telling me he wants to be with me, then telling me he wants to move on.

Anyway, this is no place to be discussing this. Eeek.

Re: Ouch!! stacias December 13 2006, 03:13:34 UTC

Not the best place for chatting about it. But i totally agree with everything you said.

Well, i hope you get a peaceful nights sleep. Nothing i can say is going to make it feel any better really, so big hugz from me to you.

take care.