DAYS GO BY WITHOUT A TRACE...

[stacieemaciee]

*sniff sniff*I have hayfever:(.It's annoying and stuffy.I can't breate.At first I thought I had a cold but I though "wtf?a cold in schorching hot,mid-july?I don't think so"lol!.The past few days have been odd.I can't even explain how or why but they have.I don't even have a reason as to why.I'm just sorta stuck in life I guess.I just don't feel

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[stefylovesit]

yes, you MUST smile back!
you have such a nice smile =]
if you ever need to talk, i'll be just a click away! XD
i know what it feels to think you are "stuck in life"...
the fun starts when you realize you are WRONG. =]

oh, and btw.. it's stefy from the board ^_^

Awww. :(

[lauralau85]

Stacie..I don't really know what to say. :( *BIG hugs* I wish I could talk to you in person sometimes. :p I know exactly what you mean. :) It's like you can't let anyone in because you don't want to be a hinder them. :( You just feel you'll somehow stuff up their lifes. :( But I think you need to start doing things for you even if they are only small. :) You have to find other ways to enjoy life. :) Because you never know when it's going to end. :( I'm trying to do that at the moment but it's not easy. :( But you have to kind of wrestle with it. :) I feel exactly the same though..I see people go out and have fun and I just kind of feel past that and like I can't be that anymore because the darkness kind of changes you. :( You lose that innocence that everyone else still has in them and there's the possibility of going completely to the dark side but you have to kind of catch yourself and pull yourself away from that. :p Anyway I don't know if that makes any sense whatsoever but if you want to talk to me..you can. :) Good luck and know

Oh..I also wanted to tell you something else. :)

[lauralau85]

I know about aiming for perfection..sometimes it was so bad for me that I couldn't even start something because I just knew it would never be perfect enough for me. :( It sometimes feels like some kind of madness. :( Sometimes it feels like I can't even go in the shopping centre because I can't chose anything without knowing what is the best. :( There is too many choices. :( It's hard to let go off but hopefully we might be able to one day. :)