I was so afraid I had failed yet another exam. This has got to be my worst semester yet. I just got back my algebra test and only got a 51 1/2 on it. I have never scored so low in my life. Is anyone out there good at algebra? Can I possibly pick your brain because I just do not get it and I HAVE to pass. Help please!

*lol* i am good. Got both papers done in less than 40 minutes. Luckily they were short, only 1 1/2 pages types. Got back my exam, only got a 73 but not too bad considering I missed 3 classes. Ill do much better next time. Now I have to start working on my oral presentation for Developmental Psych on Aspergers. I thought it might be easier ( Read more... )

I cannot believe I was so dense. i was so worked up last night I forgot to do my paper so here I am in the school computer lab churning out 2 papers instead of the one I had planned on. I really need to start managing my time better! Anyone want to write a quick paper on speech development for me? ;-)

OMG what a wonderful day! Miss Cleo and Jonathan, I just love you both to pieces! I am finally theirs! I went to see my MISTRESS!!!! (Yay I can finally say that) today and it started out innocent enough. She had me lay down without my shirt and unhooked my bra and just started to sensitize my back very sensually but not like usual. It was so nice ( Read more... )

I want chocolate! I want a masseuse! I want a hot tub! I want to cuddle! I want it all and I want it now! *stamping foot* Now back to our regularly scheduled reality...

Ok, I got up way too early and slept way too little. Now I am all wired, classes are over for the day, I am not going to work today and I am procrastinating on everything. Maybe it is PMS but I need something to do!!! I am bored. I want attention! I want to DO SOMETHING! (or someone *impish grin*) WAHHHHHH!!!

Why is it that everytime I seem close to getting something that I want, something that I need, my mother finds a way to fuck it up? I am so sick of spending my life defending myself and my actions to her because I made the mistake of getting pregnant at an early age, allowing her to force me into that damn sham of a marriage and then, Goddess ( Read more... )

Long talks always make me feel good. Just logged off with her. She always knows how to make me feel better about myself and my siyuation....and her looking at chokers is a definite plus sign!

I find myself at odd hours realizing things that i do not like. One of those is the fact that, even though I have my kids, and I love them to death, I am still essentially alone so long as i stay up here. I have great friends but I want. I want more, I want them, I want to be with them. I want to serve them. I want and yet fulfilling that want ( Read more... )

I remember back when I was a kid and an hour seemed to take a year. I just cannot seem to figure out when a year seemed to fly by in no time at all. It seems only yesterday that I lost most things that I took for granted and gained much more. This past year was hell, it was a lot of discovery about myself, it was a lot of pain and hard times and ( Read more... )