So, this had been the best weekend I've had since I went camping with Shay Shay two years ago. I'm not really going into too much detail but basically I went to a party and got drunk. I caught up with ALOT of old freinds, and deffinately made some new ones;). All in all it was a beautiful time in my life.

I can't believe i believed ( Read more... )

So, I have finally rid myself of Justin. No more being yelled at because I know something he doesn't. No mare feeling bad that I did't call him when I said I would. No more wondering who Katie is....yeah I found out. He didn't cheat but oh was he going to. Anyway, he is now blocked in every way. There is no more feeling bad about breaking his heart ( Read more... )

Everythings o.k. now, we actaully talked out our shit and agreed that we both have issues. We're taking action on them this week....medication for my depression that i've said I was ognna get for so long now and just avoided. He's going with me so that I don't get scared of what they say to me because that's why I've avoided it. He agreed he took ( Read more... )

"Only One ( Read more... )

It's over for good and it hurts like hell.....I love him so much and I always have and always will but I know this is the right thing for both of us. He thinks I don't love him because I left, that's fine, he can think that he wants but I know my true feelings inside and noone can tell me different.

I don't care anymore if I let you down ( Read more... )

You started getting moody on me, pretty soon we'd argue ( Read more... )

The past two days have just been shit. I'm depressed and pissed at the same time. The worst thing is that it's the two of the most important people in my life that are making me like this.First off all Brenda told me yesterday that the reason she give me all these restrictions that she never gave Nic and Bren is simply because I am not her child. ( Read more... )

So yeah....haven't written in here for awhile now. For an update, Mikes still an ass hole but at least I don't have to deal with his bullshit.....um....I just celebrated my 19th bday on Wednesday......I'm always working or spending time with my sweetie Justin.....and....um....I'm attempting to start to have a life again( hanging out with friends, ( Read more... )