Moon Tears ( Read more... )

A Bid Farewell ( Read more... )

So, last night was a turnignpoint for me. Mike made me get over him a little. Yes I still love him but I realized that I don't want to be with a person like that. Last nigh he told me that he never wants to be with me again. Oh, but he doesn still love me. I'm sorry, but I'm a firm beliver that if you love someone you don't give up on the ( Read more... )

I am not even going to justify today with an explanation of what went on. Lets just say I'm not in the un-bitchiest of moods right now ( Read more... )

"Did My Time ( Read more... )

Open your eyes and look inside my twisted world ( Read more... )

I think one of the hardests things to do is not be able to be with the person that you're in love with. It's so hard. I see Mike every day but I can't just tell him I love him, or kiss him randomly. All I do is think about him. The only way that I can be ok around him is to just think that we're still together and everything is how it should be. ( Read more... )

Rest in peace Zimmy. Mommy loves you.
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Tonight was such bullshit!
It started out ok. But totally turned to shit. I went out to dinner with Becky and Tracy to Buca's and had a great time. Mike had called me when i got out of work and sounded like he wanted to hang out really bad. In reality I think he just wanted to get out of the house and I was an excuse. Instead he hung out with Danny ( Read more... )

Today was so fucking shitty. I thought it would be ok but of course no. It actually started last night. It wa me and Mikes one year anniversary. I was actually really excited for some reason. It's not like we were going out to celebrate or anything. I worked until 9 and at work I was so excited and I was telling everyone! So then he picked me up ( Read more... )