Private Journal Entry
I was in a grand mood early, well I should have been and nothing shoudl have ruined my day. Now Remus is cross with me and I'm not sure Sirius isn't either. Remus maybe be smoother with Sirius than I ever will be with Lily, but he didn't need to push me. I'm old enough to figure out what I want and to go after on my own, I don't need his molly-coddling. I still have to make it up to him, everything is always my fault anyway I don't see why I shouldn't. And for insulting Sirius like that, it really was only a joke, he knows very well I don't think of him as one of them. He needs to quit being so sensitive about it, he needs to move on. I've been best mates with him nearly my whole life, I usually know what's going through his head, and if he would just forget about them...Enough. I would like a nice bit of being angry on my own, though, to get it out of my system; I don't want to talk to anybody. Maybe I'll go flying, I think that sounds perfect.