Today was possibly one of the best valentines days I have EVER had. I didn't get any chocolate, I didn't get any gifts, cards, nor did I go out with anyone. But I did spend my evening with the love of my life. Theatre. I worked a wonderful show, "Love Letters". I spent my V-day a lone in a light booth and I have never been happier. Not to say that ( Read more... )

okay so there must be something really weird going on in the cosmos. The second I decide to put him on a back burner, till he decides to be normal, I get asked out three times in one day. point being. My roommates best friend definitely just told me he had a huge crush on me. and that I have a date?(hanging out) with somebody else tomorrow evening ( Read more... )

I GIVE UP ( Read more... )

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It was weird the other day I went over to his house to hang out with him and go catch a movie. I had never actually been inside before, but the second I walked in the door, I felt at home. it was really weird. His dogs greeted me like they had known me their whole lives and I dunno I just felt like that is where I belonged. I don't know if it was ( Read more... )

stop all the clocks ( Read more... )

I would just like to say that right now I feel the best I have in a long time. when I look at myself in the mirror, what is see is a beautiful person. I feel skinny, but not too skinny. My skin is soft. My heart is warm, my hair is sleek and shiny. I am happy with everything! I don't think anything could bring me down tonight, and the interesting ( Read more... )

I have that overwhelming need to cry my heart out. I don't know why, and I can't force myself to. Tis weird. I want to cry. it would make me feel so much better.

SO I think my roommate is moving out of the room at semester! i am glad she told me...*hence the sarcasm*
oh well now I may have to room to myself.

So... he thinks it is time for us to have a talk. I wonder what exactly that will entail?