How come it never works out?  All I want to do is cry, but I just can't.  Will I ever meet anyone that likes me?  Maybe if that wasn't the only thing I've ever truly wanted, it would happen for me.  What do I need to change about myself to find someone?  I started a diet this week.  I've got to keep on it.  Maybe then I'll meet someone.  But I want ( Read more... )

I've recently meet a boy who I like.  I'm not sure how he feels about me, but we've hung out a few times now.  I'd like to see this go somewhere, but I don't want to get my hopes up.  He's all I think about, tho ( Read more... )

Wow, I was a bitch today.  I wonder what got into me... or what didn't.

Today was a great day for my family. My dad finally got a job. He's going to be an Instructional Assistant at Woodstock Academy for an alternative learning program. And my grandmother bought a place at a senior development in Greenville, RI. The facility has independent living, assisted living, and a nursing home. And it specializes in ( Read more... )

1. Are you related to anyone famous or do you have any famous friends? If so, who? 
Nope, not even close.
2. Do you have any autographs or memorabilia? 
Yes, I have Rebecca Lobo's autograph (women's basketball player) and Bernedette Peters' autograph (Broadway star)  
3. If you could meet any 3 celebrities who would they be? 
Tom Hanks (I've always ( Read more... )

Summer's over. Time to be a grown up again, and do grown up things. Maybe I'll buy some make up tomorrow. If I'm going to play the part of an adult, I may as well do it right ( Read more... )

OMG!! This is the saddest song ever. Nick had me watch the video yesterday and it's like a children's book. And it's all illustrations of two rabbits and their life together. So sad ( Read more... )

1. Are you named after anyone? If so, explain.
Yes, I'm named after my mother's late brother, Stephen.  he was born very sickly, and died as a baby.
2. Do you have your children's names picked out already? If so, is there any significance?
There are many I like, though I don't want to list them all here.  However, in the Jewish religion, which my mom' ( Read more... )

I found my happy thought, and I feel like nothing can bring me down.  I just hope it's not too good to be true.

I feel so good right now.  I am extremely exhausted, physically, but mentally I'm in a great place.  I forgot my meds at home this weekend.  Or maybe I lost them, cuz I can't seem to find them anywhere.  But even after not having them since Friday morning, I feel great!  This weekend was amazing.  I learned a lot about myself, I was the person I've ( Read more... )