Just some rants.....

[stagestar54]

alright...well this could be coming from all the meds that I'm on...I'm pretty sick right now if some of you don't know. But I was just thinking to myself and got myself a bit worked up about something that I needed to vent about. If she reads it...then she'll know that I'm hurting..I still love her....but I'm hurting

Comments

[bubblez989]

I wanna hug you.

I'm sorry that this has upset you. Have you spoken to her since you left? Your plans to go to LA may still be on, she's just going to have to make a longer drive than you.

I can understand that this shift has jostled some things. And she should be flattered by how much you care about her to get this upset about it. I hope she takes it like that.

[gibbie]

I don't think you are being too hard on her. I feel much the same way. I don't think this was the best way to go about things but all I can hope is that this is the kick in the ass she needs. I got my big kick a few weeks ago and things are changing big time for me. I just hope she doesn't fall any further because I don't know if she'll be able to pick herself back up. I miss you and I want to see you soon. Get better so we can get together. I love you.

[danamarie4019]

If this is about who I think it is, I didn't get to see her before she left :( That made me sad. I want her to come home so that I have another GIRL to laugh with...she was really the only one I hung out with outside of the bar and even that only happened a few times.

Saw you on the news! White castle. lol Did you hate yourself for eating that crap? lol I just called it crap and I love the burgers.

Hope all's well with you!

Sigggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[chetterisbetter]

No, I dont think, or even know for that matter that your being too hard on her, but it does worry me Tre' that u may be too hard on ur self through this, I've heard that you have a very good focus on yourself......., . I was supposed to get together with her a couple of times, and didnt, ....and then iheard about her possibly going with you, That worried me too, Cuz , well .... I was afraid even though she's bellum that the things that you wanted thatlsdfiipeu, let me start over........, You have some goals ...and you know what ya want to do, as i understood it she was going along for the ride with you.... ohhh ughh.

Life isn't over until the Fat lady sings......... and the fat lady isn't singin....she just did for the time being what she thought , obviously best for herself( uhm I didnt mean for the fat lady thing to be a reference, but I'm leavin It)........... she will be back..........(SOMETIMES THE WAY FORWARD ....IS THE WAY BACK)

GET BETTER......... KEEP LOOKING FORWARD.....

BUH-BYE FOR NOW