i really miss my dad. i feel so empty without him being here. i feel like i'm living for nothing now. he'll never be here to see me graduate or anything, i hate that feeling. i just don't feel like myself anymore. i feel like i'm being so mean to everyone, specially mom. i feel like she is treating me like a baby, when she just wants the best
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Amen to that. :\ I know how you feel. I was close to my great-grandmother but she passed away 5 years ago. :'( Every since then, I blame 'God' for everything. If he's so real then why in the hell did he fuck up my families lives. -shrugs-
If you ever need to talk to someone ... I'm here. :)
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but i have shared the same thoughts as you, not directed towards the death of my father, but regarding many, many other issues i have with god and "religion".
i also have been tired. just wanted to sleep and not wake up. i have used those words exactly.
i cannot offer you much encouragement, but know there is someone here who has walked and is still walking in shoes very similar to yours. and i am still here.
day by day.
i am still here.
love,
angeli
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