car searching is very frustrating. i have narrowed my search to VW- now i have to learn the market. there doesn't seem to be much out there in my price range. i dont want to spend more than 5k because in a few years, i will just have to upgrade anyway... so i just need a decent station car for now. almost everything seems to be 5spd, and i dont ( Read more... )

I really have to clean up my work life. There is someone in my department that thinks my performance is lacking. Though I don't know who, and I don't know why they would say that- I have to be very careful ( Read more... )

i have been on an emotional tirade since i learned that mom and dad weren't going to contribute anything to our wedding ($ wise). well we had a meeting yesterday and it went better than expected, but not as well as i had hoped ( Read more... )

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sooo- its thursday; im feeling a bit better. chris is still fighting whatever virus this is. im quite ready for the week to be over ( Read more... )

the show was much MUCH better than in baltimore. i guess slightly stoopid attracts a teenage crowd though, because that was all that was there! regardless- it was a great show. unfortunately, tristan did not play with him in NY ( Read more... )

We didn't want to come home! Our vacation was so outstanding- we could have stayed much longer than 9 days! Its blogged on blogger.com (user khrises), complete with pictures- we should be doing the final entry tonight ( Read more... )

So I just stopped by to see my parents to tell them we are getting married. They seemed happy- no offer of contribution though. We have a year. Chris and I were talking the other night that anything they can contribute will be much appreciated. We will see ( Read more... )

wow i really dont want to be here today... i am so ready to get the hell out of here- its not helping that i am EXHAUSTED. 4 hours of sleep is NFG.
can't wait til thursday!

I have no motivation and no drive to go to work. I am on the edge of a meltdown bwcause people expect things from me that I am unwilling to put any effort into as of right now, and I want to say (quite pointedly) to them that they want these things so they can document my job and easily train the new person, not because they are curious of my tasks ( Read more... )