That is how I feel right now.
Even though on the outside everything is fine.
I'm falling apart again.
I don't seem to have anyone to help me out of it.
I know this happens a lot.
But I thought that I was going to be okay this time.
That everything would work out.
I sat down and thought about my life the other night.
I am living a lie.
I'm a Shell.

Steven and I broke up....
meh. whatever.
I'm okay...perfectly fine actually....okay...not really. But I am okay....ish...I think. Wait until tomorrow. I can't really tell anything right now.

This is my boyfriend Steven, or Silky Steve as some call him..... He is amazing. <3


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Because Mossman says I do.

1. Go to www.careercruising.com
2. Put in username: nycareers, Password: landmark
3. Take the "Career Matchmaker" quiz
4. Post the top ten results

1.Special Education Teacher(erm...how about no. I don't have the patients for that)
2.Combat Engineer (sure. Why not?)
3.Elementary School Teacher (NO! I'll deal with kids during the summer...and that is ALL ( Read more... )