i don't like it when people leave without saying goodbye ( Read more... )

i've been drinking so i'm sitting here alone, thinking. and sad songs keep on playing, but that's ok. a lot of stuff is going on in my life right now. like, even things emotionally that i don't talk about, things that people don't know about...they are going on inside me and so i'm kind of starting to get all scattered and i can't keep all these ( Read more... )

Mmmm....

yeah i just bought the most awesome movie ever.
i will be watching 'the salton sea' within days of now...and quite frankly, i'm pumped.

honestly, everything i try to do, i find something better that i think might keep my attention longer than 5 seconds and then i forget about that and move on to the next thing and nothing ever gets accomplished by me anymore, i just can't do it. i get so bored with everything so fast lately. and i'm always nervous. something's going on inside me ( Read more... )

rip blacky

so my nanny's cancer spread to her bones so the doc said that chemo would not be a cure, it'll just prolong her life. how fuckin shitty could the news get? i hate it, she is the best ( Read more... )

so, as far as an update goes, this is as close as it gets ( Read more... )

It has been quite an interesting day, if I do say so myself...

Uuuh huh.

It's raining outside
And it's raining inside.

What a rainy day.

I definately think it's getting ready to storm which is completely awesome because I love listening to it rain at night...and it's thundering. That reminds me, the other morning while I was showering, the electric went off and that might have possibly been the scariest thing to ever happen to me. The lights going out while I'm being showered with ( Read more... )