I want to have an extreme snowfight~ (And win an extreme lizard! ♥)
I was originally stamped as Lal Mirch, and while I adore her and agree that she and I have some traits in common, I am not at all forceful and am far gentler than she is, not that easy to see through, and definitely not that badass. XD;
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Basics
¤ 1) Name Jacey.
¤ 2) Age Twenty-two.
¤ 3) Country United States, unfortunately.
Personality
¤ 4) From a first impression, what kind of person do you appear to be? I get conflicting answers when I ask and people seem to have a very difficult time reading me in general. XD; For the sake of putting something here, however, I will go with quiet and awkwardly shy, but still rather intelligent and polite - perhaps a bit of the ‘cool type,’ you could say.
¤ 5) How does that differ from the person you are? It’s all true to an extent - I am all of those things to some extent, but once you get me to open up, I’m not cold at all and instead very affectionate and silly/playful. (However, I almost never open up entirely.)
¤ 6) What kind of person do you want to become, then? Simply, someone strong enough to protect all that I love.
¤ 7) What, or who, is your inspiration in life? People who are better than what they come from, who can be thrown into a shit situation and still have the strength to not allow it to taint them.
¤ 8) What are your major strong points? I can be extremely perceptive/empathic, and am very good at seeing through people even when I don’t try and even when they try and hide things. I’m very warm and accepting - while I can see through people, I am also more than happy to simply take them as-is and love them no matter what. I love rather fiercely in general and am ridiculously affectionate. I’ve been told I have a way with words (in terms of writing, comforting others, etc) and am at least fairly intelligent; if there is something I don’t know, I will obsessively research it until my immense curiosity is sated.
¤ 9) What are your major weak points? I am a walking panic attack and have a bad habit of stressing over everything. “Self-confidence” is an utterly foreign concept to me. It is almost physically impossible for me to ask for help - not out of pride, but rather because I cannot bear the thought of “bothering” people and dragging them into my problems. (Even if I know I am in well over my head and know that I have people who would much rather help than see me suffering alone, I could still never forgive myself for asking, for not being strong enough to be everyone else’s saviour instead.) I am terribly indecisive and detest having any sort of leadership position or authority, even if people ironically tend to flock to me and want to follow my advice anyway. I am oddly contradictory. And perhaps most of all, I am intensely, intensely guarded - for all that I can see through everyone else, I do not allow people to see through me.
¤ 10) What makes you (^__^) =D? Words and good conversation. Learning. The little things. Being with the people I love and seeing them happy. Smiley people in general, even if the smiling is a façade. Physical affection/glomping. Fireworks. Kitties! Inside jokes and laughter. Nicknames. Autumn.
¤ 11) What makes you (¤>__<) >:(? Intolerance of any sort (be it homophobia, racism, religious intolerance, whatever). Anyone or anything hurting the people I love. Animal abuse. People who try and force me to split my loyalties or choose one loyalty over another. Willful ignorance and stupidity in general. Bad grammar.
¤ 12) What makes you (;__;) ;(? Being alone. Seeing the people I care about (and animals!) unhappy or hurt. The feeling of not being enough.
¤ 13) What is your general mood? Cuddly. Thoughtful and curious would work, too - but perhaps more than anything I generally just want a damn hug. XD
Thoughts
¤ 14) Do you think taking a humans life can be justified? If in defense of someone you love/care about/have sworn to protect and there is no other viable alternative, yes.
¤ 15) What do you think of Love? The word itself is overused and people tend to forget its meaning. The actual feeling, however…I’m not sure anything is more important than that.
¤ 16) How do you view your life? Crack. No, seriously. I am constantly besieged by crack and it is never-ending and I could not escape it if I tried.
¤ 17) Do you “live” in the past, present or future? A mixture of all three, I think.
Situations
¤ 18) Could you risk your life on a 15% chance of dying under unknown conditions if you would get really rich if you succeed? …that could go either way. On the one hand, I wouldn’t care overmuch about the possibility of dying; but on the other hand, I wouldn’t care very much about the money, either. (It’s the little things that make me happy, really. ♥) If I did do it, I suppose it would only be out of simple curiosity to see what happened, but chances are I probably wouldn’t because my friends would yell at me if I did and I cannot stand upsetting people.
¤ 19) There’s war. Some people fight for their lives, some try to flee the field, some protect their family, some hide, some nurse the sick, some organize people, some steal, some try to stop the fights… Where are you? Either trying to protect the people I care about or trying to stop the fights. Most likely the latter - I’m a Libra and all about diplomacy, and wouldn’t mind risking my life to try and facilitate peace talks if I thought it might help. If they did succeed, that would be the best way to protect people, after all.
¤ 20) If you had Mukuro's power to possess people, how would you use it? I wouldn’t use it for control; I would much rather be controlled than control anyone else myself. I am, however, fascinated with the idea of getting into someone else’s head and finding out how they truly think, and may very well use it for that and nothing more.
¤ 21) A smiling, white-haired man comes to your house, eats all of your marshmallows, and says he needs your powers in the Mafia to overthrow other Mafias. (You’re getting nicely paid and free ice-cream for a year!) Fuck the mafia; I would just want to give him a hug simply because he is smiley. (Priorities go where.)
¤ 22) You find a wallet on the street. It contains a lot of money, a drivers license, and two condoms. I’d return it as-is, as there’s ID. The money isn’t worth how much I would guilt myself over keeping it, anyway, and that’s what I’d hope someone else would do for me.
¤ 23) Your house is burning. A lot. You have no idea where the other occupants of the house are. I couldn’t bring myself to leave until I knew that they (and, of course, my animals) were safe as well.
Random
¤ 24) How do you eat your hotdogs? I don’t, being a vegetarian.
¤ 25) What’s your theme song? Matchbox Twenty’s Mad Season.
¤ 26) Tell us a character from another fandom that you identify yourself with? Fai D. Flourite from Tsubasa: RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE, to the point where it is almost physically painful. e.e;;; Constantly cheerful no matter how I am really feeling, complex, perceptive, playful, protective, nurturing/strangely maternal. But mostly, I can relate to that desperate sort of detachment - the desire to be close to people, but fearing that said closeness will only somehow hurt them in the end, and so ultimately placing their happiness over your own and keeping yourself at a “safe” distance instead. And, of course, the desire to make everything right for said people; the willingness to throw aside even your own life simply to see them safe and happy and whole.
¤ 27) Give us a picture of, or describe your room What would happen if a library and a plushie factory somehow bred - books and stuffed animals EVERYWHERE. I’ve two six-foot bookcases that are both crammed to the point of the shelves actually bowing under the weight, and my giant pile of stuffed animals takes up more space on my bed than I do.
Links to three applications you’ve voted for ➊ ➋ ➌
Basics
¤ 1) Name Jacey.
¤ 2) Age Twenty-two.
¤ 3) Country United States, unfortunately.
Personality
¤ 4) From a first impression, what kind of person do you appear to be? I get conflicting answers when I ask and people seem to have a very difficult time reading me in general. XD; For the sake of putting something here, however, I will go with quiet and awkwardly shy, but still rather intelligent and polite - perhaps a bit of the ‘cool type,’ you could say.
¤ 5) How does that differ from the person you are? It’s all true to an extent - I am all of those things to some extent, but once you get me to open up, I’m not cold at all and instead very affectionate and silly/playful. (However, I almost never open up entirely.)
¤ 6) What kind of person do you want to become, then? Simply, someone strong enough to protect all that I love.
¤ 7) What, or who, is your inspiration in life? People who are better than what they come from, who can be thrown into a shit situation and still have the strength to not allow it to taint them.
¤ 8) What are your major strong points? I can be extremely perceptive/empathic, and am very good at seeing through people even when I don’t try and even when they try and hide things. I’m very warm and accepting - while I can see through people, I am also more than happy to simply take them as-is and love them no matter what. I love rather fiercely in general and am ridiculously affectionate. I’ve been told I have a way with words (in terms of writing, comforting others, etc) and am at least fairly intelligent; if there is something I don’t know, I will obsessively research it until my immense curiosity is sated.
¤ 9) What are your major weak points? I am a walking panic attack and have a bad habit of stressing over everything. “Self-confidence” is an utterly foreign concept to me. It is almost physically impossible for me to ask for help - not out of pride, but rather because I cannot bear the thought of “bothering” people and dragging them into my problems. (Even if I know I am in well over my head and know that I have people who would much rather help than see me suffering alone, I could still never forgive myself for asking, for not being strong enough to be everyone else’s saviour instead.) I am terribly indecisive and detest having any sort of leadership position or authority, even if people ironically tend to flock to me and want to follow my advice anyway. I am oddly contradictory. And perhaps most of all, I am intensely, intensely guarded - for all that I can see through everyone else, I do not allow people to see through me.
¤ 10) What makes you (^__^) =D? Words and good conversation. Learning. The little things. Being with the people I love and seeing them happy. Smiley people in general, even if the smiling is a façade. Physical affection/glomping. Fireworks. Kitties! Inside jokes and laughter. Nicknames. Autumn.
¤ 11) What makes you (¤>__<) >:(? Intolerance of any sort (be it homophobia, racism, religious intolerance, whatever). Anyone or anything hurting the people I love. Animal abuse. People who try and force me to split my loyalties or choose one loyalty over another. Willful ignorance and stupidity in general. Bad grammar.
¤ 12) What makes you (;__;) ;(? Being alone. Seeing the people I care about (and animals!) unhappy or hurt. The feeling of not being enough.
¤ 13) What is your general mood? Cuddly. Thoughtful and curious would work, too - but perhaps more than anything I generally just want a damn hug. XD
Thoughts
¤ 14) Do you think taking a humans life can be justified? If in defense of someone you love/care about/have sworn to protect and there is no other viable alternative, yes.
¤ 15) What do you think of Love? The word itself is overused and people tend to forget its meaning. The actual feeling, however…I’m not sure anything is more important than that.
¤ 16) How do you view your life? Crack. No, seriously. I am constantly besieged by crack and it is never-ending and I could not escape it if I tried.
¤ 17) Do you “live” in the past, present or future? A mixture of all three, I think.
Situations
¤ 18) Could you risk your life on a 15% chance of dying under unknown conditions if you would get really rich if you succeed? …that could go either way. On the one hand, I wouldn’t care overmuch about the possibility of dying; but on the other hand, I wouldn’t care very much about the money, either. (It’s the little things that make me happy, really. ♥) If I did do it, I suppose it would only be out of simple curiosity to see what happened, but chances are I probably wouldn’t because my friends would yell at me if I did and I cannot stand upsetting people.
¤ 19) There’s war. Some people fight for their lives, some try to flee the field, some protect their family, some hide, some nurse the sick, some organize people, some steal, some try to stop the fights… Where are you? Either trying to protect the people I care about or trying to stop the fights. Most likely the latter - I’m a Libra and all about diplomacy, and wouldn’t mind risking my life to try and facilitate peace talks if I thought it might help. If they did succeed, that would be the best way to protect people, after all.
¤ 20) If you had Mukuro's power to possess people, how would you use it? I wouldn’t use it for control; I would much rather be controlled than control anyone else myself. I am, however, fascinated with the idea of getting into someone else’s head and finding out how they truly think, and may very well use it for that and nothing more.
¤ 21) A smiling, white-haired man comes to your house, eats all of your marshmallows, and says he needs your powers in the Mafia to overthrow other Mafias. (You’re getting nicely paid and free ice-cream for a year!) Fuck the mafia; I would just want to give him a hug simply because he is smiley. (Priorities go where.)
¤ 22) You find a wallet on the street. It contains a lot of money, a drivers license, and two condoms. I’d return it as-is, as there’s ID. The money isn’t worth how much I would guilt myself over keeping it, anyway, and that’s what I’d hope someone else would do for me.
¤ 23) Your house is burning. A lot. You have no idea where the other occupants of the house are. I couldn’t bring myself to leave until I knew that they (and, of course, my animals) were safe as well.
Random
¤ 24) How do you eat your hotdogs? I don’t, being a vegetarian.
¤ 25) What’s your theme song? Matchbox Twenty’s Mad Season.
¤ 26) Tell us a character from another fandom that you identify yourself with? Fai D. Flourite from Tsubasa: RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE, to the point where it is almost physically painful. e.e;;; Constantly cheerful no matter how I am really feeling, complex, perceptive, playful, protective, nurturing/strangely maternal. But mostly, I can relate to that desperate sort of detachment - the desire to be close to people, but fearing that said closeness will only somehow hurt them in the end, and so ultimately placing their happiness over your own and keeping yourself at a “safe” distance instead. And, of course, the desire to make everything right for said people; the willingness to throw aside even your own life simply to see them safe and happy and whole.
¤ 27) Give us a picture of, or describe your room What would happen if a library and a plushie factory somehow bred - books and stuffed animals EVERYWHERE. I’ve two six-foot bookcases that are both crammed to the point of the shelves actually bowing under the weight, and my giant pile of stuffed animals takes up more space on my bed than I do.