Extreme doesn't even start to describe how I feel today.
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¤ 1) Name Elisabeth ¤ 2) Age 21 ¤ 3) Country France Personality
¤ 4) From a first impression, what kind of person do you appear to be? That's a hard question. It depends on the context. I tend to try to appear nice and helpful when in university/professional context, but more sure of myself and sometimes overly … er… place-taking, I guess, in a more friendly context. People can't not notice me. Also, I tend to act overly macho. Carry heavy stuff,, never ask for help, etc. ¤ 5) How does that differ from the person you are? None really fit me, I think. I tend to be bitter and self-loathing, but I'm aware it won't bring me anywhere, so… I also try to not act as crazily protective as I am. It would be very overwhelming and smothering very fast if I did. I also spend a lot more time just thinking than you'd believe at first sight. My mind is always working on something. ¤ 6) What kind of person do you want to become, then? … someone who can stop hating herself? I dunno if I will ever be able to. Sometimes I wish I was stupid and more normal, but the truth is, I rely so much on my brain and on some of the things that set me apart that the very idea makes me sick in the end. Mostly, I guess I'd settle for doing what I CAN do to the best of my ability. Loving someone and actually not freaking out over the possibility of it not being one-sided. Protecting those I care for. Learning to accept help from people. Yeah that'd be good. Also, becoming a researcher or a teacher (or both~) ¤ 7) What, or who, is your inspiration in life? I don't have one, really. If any, there'll be people like Einstein. Or philosophers. But in the end, what I admire is their works, no themselves. My stem cell teacher is pretty cool though. (and he swears as much as me XD) ¤ 8) What are your major strong points? Intelligence, survival instinct, determination, resilience to pain and exhaustion, kindness (said by my little brother). I'm also extremely faithful and loyal. ¤ 9) What are your major weak points? I think too much, tend to freak out over things, procrastination, overly sensitive to things while being totally cold towards other issues. Also I have a weird sleeping schedule. ¤ 10) What makes you (^__^) =D? My girlfriend, kids, a good book, learning stuff, inventing stuff, studying stuff, finishing a fic or original story, music, singing, a good cofee or tea, sword training. ¤ 11) What makes you (¤>__<) >:(? Any kind of racism, sexism, discrimination or prejudice. What I hate even more is finding myself harboring any of those. ¤ 12) What makes you (;__;) ;(? Losing friends. Not being able to help those I love. My own inability to do stuff I want to do. ¤ 13) What is your general mood? Either "amused" (often with a smirk) or >_>. Thoughts
¤ 14) Do you think taking a humans life can be justified? No. Yet I could easily do it. I'd feel bad afterwards, maybe make me sick with it, but it wouldn’t stop me from doing it at the time. ¤ 15) What do you think of Love? I… I love Love, I guess. And I tend to love. Strongly, passionately. I'm protective as hell. And I'll try to fix everything for the other person. Trouble is, being loved… I can never quite believe in it. It makes me edgy, even uncomfortable, because I can't understand what the heck they'd see in me. ¤ 16) How do you view your life? … I'm pretty neutral. I don't know what to tell you, really. If I try to be objective, it hasn't been that bad. But I can still feel the MASSIVE ANGST I had back then. Being bullied and having to protect your best friend from being bullied when you're 7 to 9 isn't good. It took me YEARS to learn not to see life and the world as a battlefield. I used to tense nearly immediately when people talked to me, and try to assess their strengths… ¤ 17) Do you “live” in the past, present or future? Present. I prefer not to dwell on the past, though my recent past (High school and over) is ok, and the future makes me freak out. Situations
¤ 18) Could you risk your life on a 15% chance of dying under unknown conditions if you would get really rich if you succeed? Er, not really. I don't care about money. I have more important stuff to do. Like learning stuff or taking care of my loved ones. ¤ 19) There’s war. Some people fight for their lives, some try to flee the field, some protect their family, some hide, some nurse the sick, some organize people, some steal, some try to stop the fights… Where are you? Hahaha… In the front lines. Either that or as close protection to someone who is in the war (like, if one of my friends was an officer or something) But staying home and waiting? No. I'd like to say I'd be a healer, and I DID try for medecine at one point, but… yeah. Front lines. Better make sure the enemy never reaches home rather than wait there for them to get there. ¤ 20) If you had Mukuro's power to possess people, how would you use it? … … … Is it bad that I see very kinky uses to this? ¤ 21) A smiling, white-haired man comes to your house, eats all of your marshmallows, and says he needs your powers in the Mafia to overthrow other Mafias. (You’re getting nicely paid and free ice-cream for a year!) … I'd laugh. Bitterly most probably. Tell him he really is in a fix because considering my state of health and procrastinating tendencies… But in the end why not. I'd rather not kill, but… Make plans? Invent stuff? Why not. It would finance my studies or my trip to the US to see a certain someone. ¤ 22) You find a wallet on the street. It contains a lot of money, a drivers license, and two condoms. … for a second I thought "take the condoms, leave the rest". But more seriously… My pride wouldn't allow me to take the money. I don't like to depend on people or stuff given, so stuff STOLEN? No. Driver's license means I can return it, so… ¤ 23) Your house is burning. A lot. You have no idea where the other occupants of the house are. Watch as I try finding everyone while still keeping my head for other things (like knowing you have to stay close to the ground, etc. But I'd still run into danger like the idiot I am) Random
¤ 24) How do you eat your hotdogs? I usually eat as much of the bread as I can first so I can keep the sausage for last. I like meat <3 ¤ 25) What’s your theme song? Very hard question. I'll say Sing for Absolution, but Muse. ¤ 26) Tell us a character from another fandom that you identify yourself with? Hum… Zelos from tales of Symphonia… Raikou from Nabari no Ou (stamped as him, so I guess I can say that) Wolfram or Anissina from Kyou Kara Maou. ¤ 27) Give us a picture of, or describe your room A real mess. There's a desk which is totally covered with stuff (I used to use my computer there but its wifi connection is crappy so I go downstairs now), clothes are all over the floor, bookshelves take half the room. Then my bed is in a mezzanine. Simple mattress on the wood, with the rest of the mezzanine being taken by books, with only just enough space to walk on to reach the ladder. Fandom pictures on the wall of the mezzanine. There's also an electrophoresis gel on the wall XD *science nerd to the end*
¤ 1) Name Elisabeth ¤ 2) Age 21 ¤ 3) Country France Personality
¤ 4) From a first impression, what kind of person do you appear to be? That's a hard question. It depends on the context. I tend to try to appear nice and helpful when in university/professional context, but more sure of myself and sometimes overly … er… place-taking, I guess, in a more friendly context. People can't not notice me. Also, I tend to act overly macho. Carry heavy stuff,, never ask for help, etc. ¤ 5) How does that differ from the person you are? None really fit me, I think. I tend to be bitter and self-loathing, but I'm aware it won't bring me anywhere, so… I also try to not act as crazily protective as I am. It would be very overwhelming and smothering very fast if I did. I also spend a lot more time just thinking than you'd believe at first sight. My mind is always working on something. ¤ 6) What kind of person do you want to become, then? … someone who can stop hating herself? I dunno if I will ever be able to. Sometimes I wish I was stupid and more normal, but the truth is, I rely so much on my brain and on some of the things that set me apart that the very idea makes me sick in the end. Mostly, I guess I'd settle for doing what I CAN do to the best of my ability. Loving someone and actually not freaking out over the possibility of it not being one-sided. Protecting those I care for. Learning to accept help from people. Yeah that'd be good. Also, becoming a researcher or a teacher (or both~) ¤ 7) What, or who, is your inspiration in life? I don't have one, really. If any, there'll be people like Einstein. Or philosophers. But in the end, what I admire is their works, no themselves. My stem cell teacher is pretty cool though. (and he swears as much as me XD) ¤ 8) What are your major strong points? Intelligence, survival instinct, determination, resilience to pain and exhaustion, kindness (said by my little brother). I'm also extremely faithful and loyal. ¤ 9) What are your major weak points? I think too much, tend to freak out over things, procrastination, overly sensitive to things while being totally cold towards other issues. Also I have a weird sleeping schedule. ¤ 10) What makes you (^__^) =D? My girlfriend, kids, a good book, learning stuff, inventing stuff, studying stuff, finishing a fic or original story, music, singing, a good cofee or tea, sword training. ¤ 11) What makes you (¤>__<) >:(? Any kind of racism, sexism, discrimination or prejudice. What I hate even more is finding myself harboring any of those. ¤ 12) What makes you (;__;) ;(? Losing friends. Not being able to help those I love. My own inability to do stuff I want to do. ¤ 13) What is your general mood? Either "amused" (often with a smirk) or >_>. Thoughts
¤ 14) Do you think taking a humans life can be justified? No. Yet I could easily do it. I'd feel bad afterwards, maybe make me sick with it, but it wouldn’t stop me from doing it at the time. ¤ 15) What do you think of Love? I… I love Love, I guess. And I tend to love. Strongly, passionately. I'm protective as hell. And I'll try to fix everything for the other person. Trouble is, being loved… I can never quite believe in it. It makes me edgy, even uncomfortable, because I can't understand what the heck they'd see in me. ¤ 16) How do you view your life? … I'm pretty neutral. I don't know what to tell you, really. If I try to be objective, it hasn't been that bad. But I can still feel the MASSIVE ANGST I had back then. Being bullied and having to protect your best friend from being bullied when you're 7 to 9 isn't good. It took me YEARS to learn not to see life and the world as a battlefield. I used to tense nearly immediately when people talked to me, and try to assess their strengths… ¤ 17) Do you “live” in the past, present or future? Present. I prefer not to dwell on the past, though my recent past (High school and over) is ok, and the future makes me freak out. Situations
¤ 18) Could you risk your life on a 15% chance of dying under unknown conditions if you would get really rich if you succeed? Er, not really. I don't care about money. I have more important stuff to do. Like learning stuff or taking care of my loved ones. ¤ 19) There’s war. Some people fight for their lives, some try to flee the field, some protect their family, some hide, some nurse the sick, some organize people, some steal, some try to stop the fights… Where are you? Hahaha… In the front lines. Either that or as close protection to someone who is in the war (like, if one of my friends was an officer or something) But staying home and waiting? No. I'd like to say I'd be a healer, and I DID try for medecine at one point, but… yeah. Front lines. Better make sure the enemy never reaches home rather than wait there for them to get there. ¤ 20) If you had Mukuro's power to possess people, how would you use it? … … … Is it bad that I see very kinky uses to this? ¤ 21) A smiling, white-haired man comes to your house, eats all of your marshmallows, and says he needs your powers in the Mafia to overthrow other Mafias. (You’re getting nicely paid and free ice-cream for a year!) … I'd laugh. Bitterly most probably. Tell him he really is in a fix because considering my state of health and procrastinating tendencies… But in the end why not. I'd rather not kill, but… Make plans? Invent stuff? Why not. It would finance my studies or my trip to the US to see a certain someone. ¤ 22) You find a wallet on the street. It contains a lot of money, a drivers license, and two condoms. … for a second I thought "take the condoms, leave the rest". But more seriously… My pride wouldn't allow me to take the money. I don't like to depend on people or stuff given, so stuff STOLEN? No. Driver's license means I can return it, so… ¤ 23) Your house is burning. A lot. You have no idea where the other occupants of the house are. Watch as I try finding everyone while still keeping my head for other things (like knowing you have to stay close to the ground, etc. But I'd still run into danger like the idiot I am) Random
¤ 24) How do you eat your hotdogs? I usually eat as much of the bread as I can first so I can keep the sausage for last. I like meat <3 ¤ 25) What’s your theme song? Very hard question. I'll say Sing for Absolution, but Muse. ¤ 26) Tell us a character from another fandom that you identify yourself with? Hum… Zelos from tales of Symphonia… Raikou from Nabari no Ou (stamped as him, so I guess I can say that) Wolfram or Anissina from Kyou Kara Maou. ¤ 27) Give us a picture of, or describe your room A real mess. There's a desk which is totally covered with stuff (I used to use my computer there but its wifi connection is crappy so I go downstairs now), clothes are all over the floor, bookshelves take half the room. Then my bed is in a mezzanine. Simple mattress on the wood, with the rest of the mezzanine being taken by books, with only just enough space to walk on to reach the ladder. Fandom pictures on the wall of the mezzanine. There's also an electrophoresis gel on the wall XD *science nerd to the end*