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1. Name: Michelle Caillaenn * not my last name, my middle.
* i had posted before, but i deleted it. i was trying really hard to get Lavender Brown, but then i realized that i'm not Lavender Brown, I'm michelle. and you deserve to judge the real me. if this isn't accpted because of my severve lack of judgement with my previous entry, i understand.
2. Age: 15
3. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you choose? London, England or New York City, New York. they both have such amazing class, yet so new at the same time, they constantly amaze me in their style. The enigma of both is amazing, theres just something about them that draws you in, yet the un-known is what keeps you there. they've both stolen my heart, and i don't want it back! ♥ * i know its a tad-bit dramatic but i mean look at the places we're talking about! *
4. What would your Room of Requirement look like? my room of requirement would be plain white, and i could paint it any color with any design i pleased, and i would have the necessary materials to do so. it would have a huge bed thats not too squishy not too hard, that i could sleep in, jump on, do whatever. my room or requirement would like a barnes and noble, it would have all the great books of history, of course including Harry Potter. it would also have an anthology of every CD i ever loved, or would love to have. it would have a great computer to update my LJ on, it would have foods that are not only good, but good for you. and it would NOT have a dishwasher, because i hate the smell of dishwashers. it would be a place i could just get away from everything in, or invite all my friends over and have a really good time. it would have really good movie editing equiptment so that i could pursue what i want to do in life.
5. Who is your least favorite Harry Potter character? Hmmm... my LEAST favorite character has to be Umbridge. i couldn't believe what she was doing to Harry in the 5th book during detentions. she had that whole "im in charge and you can't do anything about it" thing and i hated that. people that think they have to abide by every rule, that are sticklers, i hate that. he purpetual hate for Dumbledore pissed me off, she tried too hard to get everyone else in trouble, she was deffinetly a tattle tale when she was a kid, and who doesn't hate a talltle tale? i was so happy when the centars pounced on her racist-bitch-ass!
6. Is the glass half empty or half full? half full of course! except when it's filled or tipped over...
7. Give us a quotation (Can be from a famous person, a song, or even a poem-whatever you want) you feel represents your life or personality. Nothing's ever promised tomorrow, today. Nothing lasts forver, but be honest babe; it hurts, but it may be the only way. < Heard 'em Say, Kanye West.
i love this song, especially this line because it just describes everything. that yeah you cant change the past but the future's fair game, and nothing lasts forever, you can't change anyone but yourself.
8. In your life, who comes first: family or friends? my family situation is confusing, my parents got divorced when i was in 1st grade, and it always made my brother really angry, even to this day. hes just a very hateful person and likes to take everything out on me, or my mom; he's extremely un-grateful, and his attitude towards life makes me sick. so its hard to say your close to your family when the one person your supposed to be closest to hates you so much. i have a really big irish family, especailly on my dads side, i have about 20 cousins. but i realized that i was never really close to any of my cousins, i mean it was always my brother makes fun of me infront of my cousins and they laugh at what he says, and how can you feel loved by or love for people who encourage your pain?
my friends are somewhat the same, i don't really have a best friend because my friends love to be friends with me, but when its convient for them. i would take a bullet for my friends, but i know they wouldn't for me, no matter what they say. im constantly left out, ditched, abandoned, whatever. i have this one boy who i love more than life itself, and i know he meas more to me than i do to him, and that hurts. so i guess they both tie for second, and Harry Potter comes first, because he's never let me down.
9. What is your favorite childhood memory? when my parents were married. my mom worked nights and my dad stayed home with me and my brother, every tuesday we'd walk down the street to the diner and have breakfast. but then the diner caught on fire, and my parents divorced, kind of symbolism i guess.
10. What would you say is your biggest flaw? my biggest flaw i that i try to please people. i try so hard to do what people want of me, i try to do things for them that i would like and appreciate so much, and they dont really acknowledge. what people think really influences me, i don't know why, but it really gets to me. the little things that people do to me can hurt so bad, when i try to get close to "him" and he pulls away, like hes embarassed to be seen with me. that hurts.
11. If you had been at Hogwarts during Harry’s fifth year, do you think that you would have joined the D.A.? of course! i would've been honored to join! especially to piss off Umbridge, and plus i LOOOOOOVE Dumbledore! i think along the lines of Harry alot, i think D.A.D.A would've been my favorite class, and i wouldn't want to give that up.
12. Describe how you react to difficult or stressful situations. i don't usually buckle under pressure. i like to be by myself to think about things, or if i dont have the time i use my head and act on what i know, tried my hardest and hope it all works out.
13. Which do you value more: compassion or justice? i dont think you can have one without the other. you should be compassionate with you justice, and just with you compassion. its short, i know.
14. Would you say that you’re a child at heart, or that you have an old soul? IM SUCH A LITTLE KID!!! i loved my child hood, it was so much fun just to be a kid. you didn't have to worry about money, or the opposite sex, or what others thought of you. i just like to have fun and goof around and laugh, because it makes life so much easier.
15. Which Hogwarts House do you think that the Sorting Hat would place you in? Gryffindor. i don't know why, actually i do. maybe its because of how it'd portrayed in both book and film, but i know that where i would belong. I am one of those people, a harry, a ron, a hermione, but all mixed into one, i know that is the only place i would truly do my best. i was sorted to Hufflepuff in HIH, but i think that i am truly a Gryffindor.
16. If you have a picture of yourself and feel comfortable posting it, please do so! Pictures are fun!
* this was at the Goblet Of Fire premiere in NYC!*
i was wearing this...
* i had posted before, but i deleted it. i was trying really hard to get Lavender Brown, but then i realized that i'm not Lavender Brown, I'm michelle. and you deserve to judge the real me. if this isn't accpted because of my severve lack of judgement with my previous entry, i understand.
2. Age: 15
3. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you choose? London, England or New York City, New York. they both have such amazing class, yet so new at the same time, they constantly amaze me in their style. The enigma of both is amazing, theres just something about them that draws you in, yet the un-known is what keeps you there. they've both stolen my heart, and i don't want it back! ♥ * i know its a tad-bit dramatic but i mean look at the places we're talking about! *
4. What would your Room of Requirement look like? my room of requirement would be plain white, and i could paint it any color with any design i pleased, and i would have the necessary materials to do so. it would have a huge bed thats not too squishy not too hard, that i could sleep in, jump on, do whatever. my room or requirement would like a barnes and noble, it would have all the great books of history, of course including Harry Potter. it would also have an anthology of every CD i ever loved, or would love to have. it would have a great computer to update my LJ on, it would have foods that are not only good, but good for you. and it would NOT have a dishwasher, because i hate the smell of dishwashers. it would be a place i could just get away from everything in, or invite all my friends over and have a really good time. it would have really good movie editing equiptment so that i could pursue what i want to do in life.
5. Who is your least favorite Harry Potter character? Hmmm... my LEAST favorite character has to be Umbridge. i couldn't believe what she was doing to Harry in the 5th book during detentions. she had that whole "im in charge and you can't do anything about it" thing and i hated that. people that think they have to abide by every rule, that are sticklers, i hate that. he purpetual hate for Dumbledore pissed me off, she tried too hard to get everyone else in trouble, she was deffinetly a tattle tale when she was a kid, and who doesn't hate a talltle tale? i was so happy when the centars pounced on her racist-bitch-ass!
6. Is the glass half empty or half full? half full of course! except when it's filled or tipped over...
7. Give us a quotation (Can be from a famous person, a song, or even a poem-whatever you want) you feel represents your life or personality. Nothing's ever promised tomorrow, today. Nothing lasts forver, but be honest babe; it hurts, but it may be the only way. < Heard 'em Say, Kanye West.
i love this song, especially this line because it just describes everything. that yeah you cant change the past but the future's fair game, and nothing lasts forever, you can't change anyone but yourself.
8. In your life, who comes first: family or friends? my family situation is confusing, my parents got divorced when i was in 1st grade, and it always made my brother really angry, even to this day. hes just a very hateful person and likes to take everything out on me, or my mom; he's extremely un-grateful, and his attitude towards life makes me sick. so its hard to say your close to your family when the one person your supposed to be closest to hates you so much. i have a really big irish family, especailly on my dads side, i have about 20 cousins. but i realized that i was never really close to any of my cousins, i mean it was always my brother makes fun of me infront of my cousins and they laugh at what he says, and how can you feel loved by or love for people who encourage your pain?
my friends are somewhat the same, i don't really have a best friend because my friends love to be friends with me, but when its convient for them. i would take a bullet for my friends, but i know they wouldn't for me, no matter what they say. im constantly left out, ditched, abandoned, whatever. i have this one boy who i love more than life itself, and i know he meas more to me than i do to him, and that hurts. so i guess they both tie for second, and Harry Potter comes first, because he's never let me down.
9. What is your favorite childhood memory? when my parents were married. my mom worked nights and my dad stayed home with me and my brother, every tuesday we'd walk down the street to the diner and have breakfast. but then the diner caught on fire, and my parents divorced, kind of symbolism i guess.
10. What would you say is your biggest flaw? my biggest flaw i that i try to please people. i try so hard to do what people want of me, i try to do things for them that i would like and appreciate so much, and they dont really acknowledge. what people think really influences me, i don't know why, but it really gets to me. the little things that people do to me can hurt so bad, when i try to get close to "him" and he pulls away, like hes embarassed to be seen with me. that hurts.
11. If you had been at Hogwarts during Harry’s fifth year, do you think that you would have joined the D.A.? of course! i would've been honored to join! especially to piss off Umbridge, and plus i LOOOOOOVE Dumbledore! i think along the lines of Harry alot, i think D.A.D.A would've been my favorite class, and i wouldn't want to give that up.
12. Describe how you react to difficult or stressful situations. i don't usually buckle under pressure. i like to be by myself to think about things, or if i dont have the time i use my head and act on what i know, tried my hardest and hope it all works out.
13. Which do you value more: compassion or justice? i dont think you can have one without the other. you should be compassionate with you justice, and just with you compassion. its short, i know.
14. Would you say that you’re a child at heart, or that you have an old soul? IM SUCH A LITTLE KID!!! i loved my child hood, it was so much fun just to be a kid. you didn't have to worry about money, or the opposite sex, or what others thought of you. i just like to have fun and goof around and laugh, because it makes life so much easier.
15. Which Hogwarts House do you think that the Sorting Hat would place you in? Gryffindor. i don't know why, actually i do. maybe its because of how it'd portrayed in both book and film, but i know that where i would belong. I am one of those people, a harry, a ron, a hermione, but all mixed into one, i know that is the only place i would truly do my best. i was sorted to Hufflepuff in HIH, but i think that i am truly a Gryffindor.
16. If you have a picture of yourself and feel comfortable posting it, please do so! Pictures are fun!
* this was at the Goblet Of Fire premiere in NYC!*
i was wearing this...