damn...sometimes there are some things that you just can't change. for instance...the way people feel and the way others make them feel. I wish I could change so many things but I can't. I'm here, so far away from home, with nobody ever here to hold me at night or kiss me beneath the stars. I wish I had that luxury like so many others in the world ( Read more... )

alrighty now....heres a basic explaination of whats happened to me in the past two days....ive been rejected from my principle and my grandmother and possibly my grandfather. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!! YOU DONT FUCKING KNOW ME AND WHAT GOES ON INSIDE MY HEAD AND WHAT I WANT AND WHAT I KNOW SO BE A FUCKING GROWN UP AND STAY OUT OF MY LIFE AS MUCH AS ( Read more... )

hey ya'll wad up...not much here just chillin in computer class with my best buddy adam...little adam as hes known around here. i personally think hes adorable...but you guyz know im gay. so yeah well i hate being so damn smart lol sorry im being really stuck up right now and yeah well i think im gonna go but holla out there to a special person in ( Read more... )

hey yo...wad up. notta lotta here just sitting here eating a bagel from einsteins and urgh im hungry. stupid ass grandmother freaked out over time this morning so i didnt have breakfast. didnt have dinner either so yeah....bagels are good ;)two dudes at my school shaved their heads over the weekend and i dunna what to say bout that one. lol yeah in ( Read more... )

all i have to say is whoa. wow. blow me fuckin away. baby...nothing could ever compare to how you made me feel last night and argh jeez im in school and i cant wake up cuz im so tired and all i wanna do is sleep. oh well. it was soooooo worth it. i wish that really happened tho. unfortunately it didnt well i have class so im off. c ya lataz

at the same time....two people a thousand miles away from eachother were both scared beyond all reason. one because of her own personal issues and the other because of the others personal issues. ive never felt so helpless. praying goes a long way, more people should try it. i have so much faith in god that i rely on him for everything. ( Read more... )

k wad up guyz sorry i havent updated in a while...maybe i have....cant remember. anywayz, scar is here for your daily shit or hit weather forcast AND ITS FUCKING SHIT!! im trapped in my house right now....we got some snow off the driveway but its back on and its hard as a rock. good thing?? yes...no school. so yeah im just sitting here in my room ( Read more... )

im in such bliss right now. lol. i know this is going to sound stupid but that song by frankie j, obsession, ive been trying to download it for two weeks now and i couldnt, well i got it tonight after like an hour downloading every single option til one finally downloaded. AHHHH hah hah im stupid i know. but on an even better subject, i was in the ( Read more... )

yo yo yo its friday and im in school right now. we have this sub at our school and hes really chill. we spent an entire class period talking about being a teenager and sex and drugs and all this stuff. it was really interesting actually. but yeah this girl, daizy, me and her used to be really chill and now we are halfway better worse...ya know. ( Read more... )

yeah well the title explains it. certain people want me to forget....others want me to remember shit i dont want to fucking remember.....and even more than the two combined want me to change. whatever. i dont know what i ever did in life that was so fucking horrible that some people cant find it in themselves to stay friends but hey that's great ( Read more... )