Hey everyone! hows it shakin? good i hope. anyhow...life is good. ya know the usually school stuff and it seems like a lot of drama for everyone right now. i know we all go through it but sometimes i just have to step back and forget it all. after awhile it just doesnt seem to matter that much anymore. i really want to enjoy everything...even if im ( Read more... )

so school is so hard this year....it just makes me want to give up i hate it. its not that my teachers arent awesome its just that they or maybe its just the subjects are so hard....i just dont understand it. why cant anything be easy or at least within the realm of what i feel comfortable in my abilities. i just want to throw in the towel somtimes ( Read more... )

so for the sake of updating and reminding myself of the good times.....

last weekend at ocharleys and bowling

this past weekend of bowling and rev's house

amazing times....too much fun!
plus i came to the realization that it will probably not happen anytime soon and i think im ok with that...so maybe ill stop caring soon too.

Ok...so dude, this school year is super hard. I'm like whoa in all my classes. Is it just me or does it feel like you're failing everything. It's like I'm sinking further and further down....oh well hopefully that will chnage. So apparently I crahsed Ms Burke's computer...oops! lol She scared the crap out of me today right before i walk into ( Read more... )

So why do people feel this way?

no guy has ever liked me....well ok so maybe a couple have ...but i obviously wasnt important/special enough for them to do anything about it ...

What's wrong with guys these days?

so onto updates of really meaningless stuff to you, but noteworthy to me lol

great philosophical talk in the car friday with sarah. if only guys knew that stuff. they really make me mad. i had like the best hair day today and to top that one i didnt even do anything to it. except brush it. work is good. my buds are hilarious. ("oh my god amanda, u ( Read more... )

• eating candy canes in July
• sleeping till 12 pm and then taking a nap at 4
• having a secret dream to be something I'm not
• liking someone who doesn't like you back
• having someone like you who you don't like

Ok so I felt guilty for not updating for a month and 10 days so here a new post. shocking as it is....hope all is well, cant wait to see you guys again, but i dont want to go back to school....dreading it actually. summer's going by fast and well as always. thanks for all the hugs guys! makes me feel warm and fuzzy! luv yall ....later

<3 always, ( Read more... )

ok so i totally need to recap camp.....it was so freakin amazing i oculd just die crying rite now thinking about how much i miss it lol

• we need to take a showa so we dont smell soura
• tim-ladies man, kissing my hand, what what yeahya
• justin- ima pimp pimp playa
• klinique- un uh....
• uno about 400 times

Well...it kinda feels like I'm losing a close friend, at least I thought they were a close friend, I always had my doubts about certain things but still, and now it's starting to really come true and puts everything into perspective.  at least they got new friends. oh well, that's life I guess. And this comes at a time where I was really wanting a ( Read more... )