so, my body is all funky again. I can't seem to eat regularly, I get really full really quickly, and if I try to keep eating, I just get the "I'm so full I feel sick" feeling. It really sucks, and I think it is just because of all the stress that I have built up from everything ( Read more... )

All I have to say right now is that... really, I usually can't stop thinking. It's not always a curse though, because many of the thoughts that I find passing through my head are thoughts that are so beautiful that I would not trade them for the world.
why did you have to go and be so wonderful? I can't help but love you.And while it might seem ( Read more... )

So, I suppose I jumped the gun or something, for while the weekend was one of the best I could have asked for, last night was extremely taxing and draining ( Read more... )

:-):-):-):-):-):-):-)

*does a little dance of joy*

and as a side note, EVERYONE should look into the band I am currently listening to in case you haven't heard them yet. They have a slight The Shins vibe and are completely fantastic. Listen to them, seriously, now!

Today has been... well, I could not have asked for a better day. While I have questions I need to ask, I can save them for another day, for today has had its fill of joy ( Read more... )

So I started digging through my old notebooks looking for all the pages that I have randomly scribbled words upon in spare time and in moments of blind insight into the depths of boredom, and I've almost collected them all I think ( Read more... )

Today has been good, really good. While my heart shall wait, it is not completely impatient. While time seems to conspire against me, I look forward with hope and a sense of eagerness towards what I pray the future brings. I have never felt as vulnerable as I did today, but I have never felt so relieved to be so ( Read more... )

take a deep breath, and let it out.

I feel better. I feel better than I have in what seems like a while. I feel calm and somewhat relaxed... while I still don't know and end for sure, I'm glad I am where I am.

thank you

So, it's usually nice to wake up and go out to breakfast with my padre, even though it means waking up a bit earlier than usual. I've gotten to know my dad better in the past couple months, and it really has been that short an amount of time. I'm glad I've been talking to him, because it has helped me understand where he is in relation to my life, ( Read more... )

So, I'm here at the modern language computer lab, and I'm trying to find another three credits which I need to be full time next semester. I'ts becoming increasingly hard as most classes I want to take are full by now, of course. Even the poetry writing and fiction writing classes are choc full, and I was relly looking forward to one of those ( Read more... )