a friendship can't be your life

[staplehead4life]

It has been very strange they way I have been thinking lately. There have been times when I get close to getting all depressed about small things going on, but I stop myself and say “Lisa, why get upset? You have the Lord”. It is so nice to be close to God again. For a while there I was pretty distant. I began to 180 and FUEL and even

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[isthisliving]

Im not really supposed to get on here anymore.. but I had to finally read this post.. but even after hearing from you the other night with your explanation.. I agree with Julie, you need to realize that everyone doesnt have a cozy little parent relationship like you.. where you go to your parents to talk about everything or you guys can relax and have fun together. Thats amazing that its like that for you, but youre on of a few.. and you put so much into talk of how we need to appreaciate our parents more, and thats easier for you to do because you constantly feel this overwhelming sense of love and comfort from them.. but if you think everyone does you are quite blind.. Im sorry to be so blunt.. but look around you. Greg is rarely at his home anymore due to the fight between his mom and himself. Greg is one of the greatest and most humble people I know but I can tell how bad it is when I see how upset he gets about it.. look at PV with the former youth pastor father who cheated on PVs mother so many times, now PV cant stand the man

[staplehead4life]

I know that I have it really good what with my family and everything. But believe me, its not perfect like you seem to think. Just like today, I was so mad at my mom, i can't even stand to be near her right now, she just makes me really upset. Rarely is it ever great between my parents and I. And, I am one of the kids that do not tell them much of what is going on in my life. I only open up to my friends and one of my sisters. I wish that your guys' families were more united and everything, but i can't make that happen, and I don't endtend to. Your whole post above was fine until that last sentence. I think for myself way more then you can imagine, but I will admit that I do have their beliefs/opinnions ingrained in my head {heart?} and I always go back to those. But I never just go with the flow with everything they say and believe, I have my own opinnions and thoughts about things. Maybe I just dont share them...with them....or with other people....?