last night at sarahs was o so fun.
walmart.
trying on amazng clothing.
bouncy bouncy ball with loaned quarter from shon [duh he works at walmart]
running through the parking lot bouncing along

egyption dancing in the shopping cart

dollar tree tiarras

dressupdressup

wheelchair tricks in the road[at early hours in the moring ( Read more... )

tonight i baked some delicious oatmeal chocolate chip cookies.

and then i sat outised onn my pourch in an old wooden chair. taking in the things around me. i could faintly hear mewithoutYou playing through the wall in the office. and even fainter was the slight hum of the air conditoner. as i sat there i could feel the tiny breeze brush apon my ( Read more... )

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racingheartbeat3: hiiiii
Sk8blacklabel14: hello
racingheartbeat3: emily says hi
Sk8blacklabel14: hello emily
Sk8blacklabel14: what are u crazy kids doin up this late
racingheartbeat3: making a backpack
Sk8blacklabel14: out of SKIN?
racingheartbeat3: something to that effect
Sk8blacklabel14: uh oh..im calling the police..ur going to jail
racingheartbeat3: oh ( Read more... )

([haste the day])

its today. one twelve. im not tired. im wide awake. and i dont feel like being here. i dont know why. i just dont.

i think ill call emily tomorrow. no wait today. and see if she wants to do anything. i feel like shopping. but no one will take me right now. i fell like being independant as well.

ahh forget it all.

♥

yesterday.

show in mattoon.

[bastian]
[solafied]
[forgetting paris]
[greenwood]
[lakeview drive]

steak n shake.

minivans.

my firends.

new friends.

four h.

♥

ok so im bored. and ive updated this about nine times today. its 3.02. and i am thinking...

about how i should go to bed
about school
about my family
about life
about crap
about god
about people
about the past
about the future
about everything

and it all needs to go away.
right now.

all i want is the begining of the summer back.

please please please

♥

tonight wont make a difference.

ahh. madness. school. school. summer is almost over. it hath gone by so entirely quickly. it does not seem like cornerstone was a month ago. at all. the mission trip definately doesnt seem like two months ago.

i dont even want to think about it.

cause thinking makes your brain hurt. 
[and it makes you sad]
i hate hurt ( Read more... )

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oh my dear. i feel so weird. i am immensely tired. i have a cold.
[stuffy nose and my throat hurts and i feel tiiired ans achey]

i just got back from thedentist.
[two cavities were filled]
so half my face is numb
[aka the right side of my mouth up to the bottom of my nose all the way accross my face to my ear]

aah. i went to tthe decatur celebration ( Read more... )