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[star614chic]

today i got hired to work at Cedar Landing (yaaay!) and i am SO excited. it's that feeling of self-sufficiency and freedom. i love it. i'm also VERY MUCH looking forward to finding a car, which my mom has (yay again) finally decided that i need. sure, it'll cost about a thousand bucks and probly only get me to school, work, and wherever my mom

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[heidibritt]

yea i couldnt wait for college last year either... until i got here and saw what it did to me. don't get me wrong... i love it here and i love my friends but i wish i still had the things and people i had before i left for college. i know i talk about this and say it to yall way too much but thats only because yall are extremely important to me and i dont want to move away this summer knowing all of my friendships there have gone down the drain... ive gone through the worst stress of my life ever since i left and ive had no one to talk to except my friends here... and they dont know me like yall do... i need yall, im not dependent on yall but i need to know that yall are there for me. i've done my best for being there for yall when yall have problems but now it seems like yall dont even want me nor need me any more...