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[star7fish]

today was pretty fun i guess, michelle came over, and then mariah and liz, and then dirkse showed up for a lil bit..it was crazy and then ken and then tim came over, and then miles and dirkse showed up again. and then michelle left before that, and then everyone just left

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[smartie_17]

believe it or not, im not gonna bitch at you. i just wanted to let you know that im sorry that things are the best for you right now. but i was there for you too. and you cant tell me that your not one of those people who are blind to what is going on around them. or that you don't try to ruin things for other people to make yourself happier. manda, how many times have you and i talked either on the phone or on line and i have told you that i am here for you and you can talk to me? i cant even count the number of times. but yet it still didnt take very much for you to turn on me the countless amount of times something has happened between you and me. i just hope you understand where im coming from. i excepted your opinion. hopefully you can except mine.

[star7fish]

hey, i do respect your opinion but i have given up a lot of my happines to make other people happy you can ask anyone. Dude i fucking told you to go for chris, and i still loved him, but he made you happy i gave up my own happiness to make him and you happy, i give alot of my own happiness at home to make other people happy. And i do realize whats goign on around me and i can be blind to some things, but i didn't say that i wasn't blind, i ask why we were this way

[mariahlynn07]

Hey i loved what u said in your journal. it was sad but so damn true which kinda sucks, i wish i knew why life was like this too. i just dont think anyone could have said it better. it makes me think a lot, you know? well you're wonderful and i'm always here for you. love ya tons

[michelledehorn]

yeah umm amanda rules!!!

[jesskridge07]

i guess i dont have much of a response to this.
i dont understand how you can be so so good at giving advice, but so so bad at following it. even when its your own, ya'know?
thats the first thing that comes to mind.
the second is that i feel like you are directing some of those questions at me:
"why is everyone competing over having a better life, or a better body, or so unhappy with themselvess?"
i hope you know that im not trying to compete with you or with anyone for that matter. and if that wasnt directed at me than i hope you accept my apology. that just kinda sounded to me like it was. but whatever, if thats how you view the situation - it's cool. i hope things are going well for you. and im sorry we havent been talking much. things will change. you're right - they probably wont ever be the same, but they'll change..