Comments | star_dazer87: I don't wanna know.

star_dazer87

I don't wanna know.

Jun 03, 2004 00:14

I'm prolly just started the LARGESTfight ever. God I swear I'm stupid sometimes. Now I'm pissed off at myself and the water works are flowing pretty strong. I'd said things that I shouldn't have said.

Dammit. I wish I could just rewind everything. Like she said I need to stop feeling sorry for myself. I guess I just think about me too much now a ( Read more... )

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anonymous June 3 2004, 04:28:39 UTC

k just take a deep breathe. Everyone gets like this sometimes. Just remind yourself that you can do anything that u put u're mind to. You need to just go and do something relaxing for yourself whenever u're not working. Then you need to remember that u are special and that u will get through this. Then in a day or so call her and ask her over and just talk. Tell her how you feel about yourself. Just remember take it a day at a time.

Hope it works out ok!

star_dazer87 June 3 2004, 05:19:50 UTC

Hey thanks... Can I just ask who this is please?

anonymous June 3 2004, 14:23:44 UTC

Just someone who is trying to help thats all.

anonymous June 3 2004, 04:34:42 UTC

There isn't nothing else I can do.

Just replying to that, it's a double negative, so basically you just said they is something else you can do. Maybe it's your subconcious talking, or maybe you just didn't use correct form.

xlonely_smilex June 3 2004, 04:54:49 UTC

i know this sounds stupid but... you are a teenager. you are allowed to wallow in self pity and think about yourself. teenager's lives are tough. they suck. we all know it! don't be so hard on yourself for thinking about you.

although most of the time i forget about and don't follow this rule... i'll say it anyways: before anyone else, you need to find the truth of whatever situation you may be in within yourself. start from there before you try to please other people or start telling yourself you are wrong.

eh, just a thought.

~cara.

star_dazer87 June 3 2004, 05:18:26 UTC

I need to talk to you... Thanks tho. But I'd say that to my best friend first before you say it to me. Appearently I'm doing everyting wrong and I can't fix it. I dunno what else to do or say. I don't want to lose her as a best friend I've known her almost all my left and I'm just so confused and really hurt. You know the feeling that you almost lost someone but not really but close? That made no sense.

She keeps telling me things that confuse me even more.

UGH. I dunno how much more I can take. I need someone to talk to..

Hope you get this.
*Kendal