Wow for the record i realize I am being completely ridiculous. I feel like I'm back in high school Jesus Christ lol ok I'm sorry this will stop now

I should have known better but at least I kno now... Guess it took a little push n shove but I got the message my heart just jumped the gun and I got smart before it caught a bullet

Maybe I should know better
Maybe I should lose faith
Give up
Walk away
Know nothing will come of it
But your memory lays in my bed
And invades my dreams
I'm waiting for the no
The know that I see coming
But your the drug I can't give up
And the addiction is burning

I can never say to you what I'm thinking.. because it would either make perfect sense and that scares the hell outta me... Or it will sound and be ridiculous which then ruins what has already become the dynamic. And I don't wanna lose that.. its taken a while to get here ... What the fuck is going on inside my head?? I wish you had some answer ( Read more... )

I miss you

Maybe its time to settle the score ( Read more... )

Why is it I keep singing your song
Different words
Different rhythms
But its all the same song
You've become my mystery music
A suspense sound
I try to quiet the lyric
But the poetry still remains
Where is this dance taking me

The night consumes me ( Read more... )

do you know the feeling of loss ( Read more... )

If I could make myself clear ( Read more... )