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Sudden eventualities
I have done everything I can possibly do today: clean litter boxes, take out trash, wash the laundry, load two loads of dishes (last night's and tonight's), a work out, and an acquirement a surprisingly calm epiphany.
Over the last few days, I've been wondering about the nature of long term short distance relationships. Specifically, the type at ( Read more... ) -
Eve's eve
My vodka is strong and my body is weak. Dear lord, do I hurt all over. I've been getting back into running since its warmer and i want to start hashing again. I don't do well in the cold, and My sentiments about running are similar. Honestly ,I think I could be athletic if I really set my mind to it. Thing is, I've never really set my mind to do ( Read more... ) -
I'm not sleepy
New moon tonight. It's probably hiding from all the light pollution. The skies turn so slowly above that to the layman's eye the only thing that seems to change is the moon. But if the last several thousand years have taught mankind anything it's that more than moons and seasons make up the sky. Some have even built religions on the stars, and ( Read more... ) -
The best for last with no heroes
I have a distinct memory of the summer in 2006. Perhaps it is a memory after Frankenstein's own heart, but in my head it has been given a true birth.
I'm living with a gay man about my own age. I only mention his predilection to give context to our relationship. Meaning, my feminine charms are not lost on him. In fact, they are enhanced and truly ( Read more... ) -
i know the sun rises
it rises, yet i sleep ( Read more... ) -
A full moon no longer
I have just passed that presence that one or two drinks sets upon me when alone. Melancholy has wasted away tonight to merriment with a couple more.
I have little about which to complain. sure, I'm no hillary Clinton, but I do have a temp job. But, I have much more with which I can enjoy my life. There is boy in Maryland who, hopefully, wishes for ( Read more... ) -
The deluge
Outside my uncles suburban fortress comes the cries of a children's party. Is clearly too late for this sort of thing because the sun is down, and I'm on my way to regretting drinking this much.
But I'm bored beyond belief. I thought living in Texas for a month would allow me the room to grow, to step back and assess my time in dc. Instead, after a ( Read more... ) -
we're not in kansas anymore
it would be a lie to say that i feel at home. sometimes, in the morning usually, when daniel is still asleep, i feel that same sense of comfort that i remember feeling when i lived with my parents. to be honest, the same je n'ai sais quoi that i remember not feeling for a very (such? my vocabulary is lacking in descriptive qualifiers) long time. ( Read more... ) -
playing house
mes petits atres ( Read more... ) -
Adjustment
This is self absorbed and not academic and not poetic and not creative, but its my outlet, so my petits atres will forgive me my indulgences.
I was drink enough to forgive my passive aggressive and actually ask Daniel what I wanted to know: when did he tell his mother he was moving in with me. The answer, as I figured because I heard them talking, ( Read more... )