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Dec 03, 2005 03:45

well i was laying here not being able to sleep and i was thinking. What am i here for? Life is more than what i thought.i mean shit. Im 17 and i've already screwed up my life. im in the system...and there's nothing i can do about it. I screwed up my life before i could even live it, ya know? Its pretty bad. I've hurt so many people w/out a second ( Read more... )

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xxblackestearxx December 3 2005, 14:59:57 UTC
oh i know exactly how u feel me being the way i am aint going to help me get anywhere in life i may not do drugs or alcohol but i don do goin school cuz i guess i dotn give a shit and i know how it is to lose the trust of a big brother/sister cuz i believe i have lost the trust of my own brother i knwo what i want to be and i hope to be it. but there is that possibility that i wont be cuz i might fuck up but im going to do everything in my power to be it . i know whatr u mean by all this tho. i have lost so many friends cuz of who i am i mean i dotn even think im that good of friends with jacob or casey or christina or liz or anyone else anymore cuz of me being who i am i mean i dont do drugs or alcohol but its the things i do yes i have done drugs and yes i have done alcohol and i will drink but im not gonna be a person who spends all there moeny on alcohol and cant even pay the house payment or nething else bah!!!!! all this thinking makes me either wanna cry or just go insane but i know how u feel tiffany i love u so much and ( ... )

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star_f_a_d_e December 3 2005, 16:25:50 UTC
thank you babe!!! You do not annoy Jacob dont worry about that i dont think i know those other people but i think ur awesome and thats what matters...so ha!!!I FUCKING MISS YOU MAN!!!!shit i miss everybody...but mostly you..and Jacob of course but thanks for being here and i hope things work out too..im working on it...well g2g but i love you!!!

love:\
little Tink

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xxblackestearxx December 3 2005, 18:31:56 UTC
hey gurl i think i do i just dont think he wants to admit that i annoy him but i might not who knows but you do need to hurry up and get ur sexy ass back to school lol:P i really do miss u we have become great friends over the past year but i do miss u lot and i keep u in my heart everyday u and jacob and jason and corny i keep all yall in my heart thats why i am so attatched to yall and miss u everytime i see u and u leave me and gah! neways im going to go sweetheart love ya lots and tell jacob to.

kim possible

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star_f_a_d_e December 3 2005, 21:01:22 UTC
i honestly dont think you annoy him...maybe sometimes but everybody is like that sometimes i dont know i miss you too my kimmypooh!!!i fucking miss you too...yeah we have gotten alot closer over the past yeah and hopefully it will stay that way!!!g2g lovely love youz!!!

Love:\
Little Tink

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2xdeadx2xcryx December 3 2005, 17:57:46 UTC
tiffany!!! i love you!!!! you didnt fuck everything up...and the things u did ppl know that you didnt mean to ...just like me..now i FUCK EVERYTHING up...no lie.. lol...if only u knew why i had to move back to leeds then ud know my life was fucked all to hell and back but i love you and never forget that plz?!?! maybe when i get the cell part of my nextel cut back on i can call ya and maybe even come see you but im gonna go for now i have the hiccups like friggin crazy...
Luv yaz,
Corny

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CORNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! star_f_a_d_e December 3 2005, 21:05:14 UTC
I KNOW WHY YOU MOVED...YOU ALREADY TOLD ME SWEETIE....AND I LOVE YOU TOO SOOOOOOOO MUCH HURRY UP AND COME BACK TO PELL CITY I FUCKING MISS YOU!!!!!WELL G2G BUT DONT FORGET I LOVE YOU AND ILL ALWAYS BE HERE....IN PELL CITY....W/ MY MOM....UNTIL JULY 7TH!!!MUUUUHHHAAAHHHAAA!!!!!...*LIGHT COUGH*...YEAH IMA GO NOW LOVELY I LOVE YOUZZZZZZZ!!!

lOVE:\

lITTLE tINK

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Re: CORNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2xdeadx2xcryx December 3 2005, 22:51:38 UTC
lol ur a dork...well with us bein out in a week or two for xmas ill prolly be able to come see u...and ill be back in PC skools fo' sho next year woot woot!! I FUCKIN LOVE YOU!
Cornyxoxo

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Re: CORNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! star_f_a_d_e December 4 2005, 18:02:40 UTC
YEAH!!!!!THAT FUCKING ROCKS AND I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!HURRY BACK!!!I LOVE YOUZ!!
LOVE YOU:\
TINK

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shut_ur_face69 December 4 2005, 05:52:16 UTC
its all good dawg...dont worry bout the shit between me and you its all good...juss get thro all this 1st then we'll talk...be strong...

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star_f_a_d_e December 4 2005, 17:54:05 UTC
alright thanks i will...see you in 17 days

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shut_ur_face69 December 4 2005, 20:22:11 UTC
alrighty...

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xxdruglike December 4 2005, 17:22:49 UTC

There are ups and downs of life, but trust me, you're a strong person and you can make it through everything, even if it hurts you!

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star_f_a_d_e December 4 2005, 18:05:36 UTC
thank you that means alot, i miss everybody, but ill get through it..

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