"It wasn't so long ago

That I loved you

Did you know that I'd walk through the heat of your words

Drown in the rain

Just to run to you

Again."

Man it sucks when you think you finally have something figured out- then KA-BLAM!!! Shit hits the fan and ends up all over your face, blurring your vision. I know, it's kinda a bad picture, but that's how ( Read more... )

So it started snowing today around 10am. I Love it! It's so pretty!! The only bad thing is that I have to drive to work today, which is across town. Also, Sarah, Victo and Matt are stuck in some town in northwest KS. Courtney told me this morning but I don't remember the name of the town. I hope they make it back okay and with no trouble.

Saturday ( Read more... )

So. It's been AWHILE!!

This past weekend I chaperoned a Youth gathering. It was okay. Our youth leader broke some news to us- she is changing churchs. That is really sucky. I mean we all grew up with her, she has been at our church for 50 years! She is like a mother to us! It makes me very sad, and it's going to be really hard walking into church ( Read more... )

Hey YOU!!!! OMG. It's been toooo LONG!! For the past like 2 months I've been telling myself, "YOU NEED TO WRITE ABBIE!" Life is crazy to say the least. I miss you! I read about Jay... What happened!? Ok I have to go cuz I'm in class, but I will write more later. I HEART YOU!!! HUGS!!!!

So Shanda gave me some CDs that she doesnt listen to anymore. One of them was the Fiona Apple cd and I LOVE IT!!!! That's my story about that! :)

I jotted down some stuff I was thinking today at work. One of them was that I should stop talking so much and start writing more. Maybe it would work better if I learned to follow my own advice. Just a ( Read more... )

Another Friday night. Another night working in Casado. What a fucking shitter.

So the Sox are winners! Some say it's good, some say it's bad. I say I don't really care.... :)

I know that's a few days late, but hey, I do what I can.

Still hanging out with fatty a lot. The dimples are a killer.... I just can't help myself. Today someone asked where ( Read more... )

First of all I would like to thank all of you who commented on my post. I usually don't get much so when I do I feel special! :)

Abbie is right. Maybe I need some alone time. But it's so much easier to find a rebound. haha. JOKE!

He is supposed to call me tomorrow. Nick that is. We'll see if he does and what he has to say if he actually calls. ( Read more... )

I must be honest with you, I hate this "hold" shit. I don't feel like I should be obliged to sit around on my ass, just waiting for summer to roll around. I wish that I could fix everything. I wish I could make him miss me. I wish I could just be happy. There. Those are my 3 wishes. But they aren't 100% accurate. I love Nick with all of me, no ( Read more... )

Spoon.... yes.... with a boy, who was not Nick. But it was ok because that happened after he put us on hold. We'll call him Fatty. Even tho he isnt fat at all.... :-D More on that later!!

Nick and I are on "Hold". We aren't 100% broken up, but we are on "Hold", as he so lovely put it. What the hell?! Why can't I keep a guy around? I don't understand. Actually I do. But I won't go into that right now. It would be quite unnecessary. Hm.

Did'nt get home from being out last night until 9:30 this am. Uhhmmmm.... Yeeeaaaahhh. I got to ( Read more... )